by the way of the cross

Hello friend, I've moved!(:

2009-08-10T20:25:00.002+08:00

http://agapelovee.livejournal.com/

There's the link :) I would say 95% of the posts are locked, so if you are loved and worthy (HAHA) enough, add me as a friend! :D If not, mhmmm :) (hahaha I have no idea what that meant) This blog is meant for myself and any other kaypoh person to read; memories (especially those of Mg and handbells) are very precious, and I realized I rambled alot last time :) Do tag still if you are here, I like reading them. :D

With much of His love and mine,
Tiffany the uniquely sane Teo!(:

2009-05-23T22:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO

I'M NOT TIFFANY

But,

well.

Just drop in to say hello.

BYEBYE!

:(

2009-03-10T19:49:00.001+08:00

My room needs serious restructuring, or i'll be very upset and not want to stay in my room for long. aajhfdjhfjkdhsfsdl.

time to bug my daddy!

Hello and goodbye (:

Moved

2008-12-27T17:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I'VE MOVED.

ask me for my URL. yes i've moved for quite some time already (& quite a few people are aware of the existence of there), & i decided its time to make that my official blog. not that i'm never revisiting this place, so still feel free to tag! (: i like tags! hahahaa do tag at my new place toooo! :D

in His love,
tiffany

2008-12-26T19:11:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! :D

Christmas is a happy season, so we should be happy. hahaha. PLUS, Christmas is still ongoing! 12days you see. we're on day2!

anyway anyway anyway, i've been madly busy i hardly have time for myself. not that i'm disliking it because i'm enjoying myself. Better to give time to God than to myself! yes i'll continue to be madly busy till like.. forever. hahahahaa but yes, 2009 is going to be really busy from the very start. Shan't say the reason here just yet but when the time comes i will.

-
whats the greatest thing about church?
its not like school, where you have to leave eventually one day.
& church, is a place where we can keep going back to.
thats why i love church, the people in it, and the One glorified in it.
(:

Back from Camp!

2008-12-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

yes i'm back from camp and i'm really sad that it ended so fast.

camp was, amazing beyond amazing. its a little hard to describe. i dunno if the other campers can describe it but if i'm the only one who can't then there's always another 299+ people who can describe camp to you (: i loved it not only because of my very awesome group, but because of God. yes i really don't know how to explain.. kinda lost for words now so yes. if you aren't a YM-er try not to disturb for the next few days because i'm really trying to sort things out and pen things down properly, because i don't want to forget whatever that has happened. and whoops i really didnt miss anyone this time round :P heh.

hkahdajksdhaiou

2008-12-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

the funny thing about me listening to chinese music is that i really listen only for the tune.
because seriously, as much as i have a basic understanding of chinese, throw me a chinese song i don't know what its talking about. unless its some kids song la. even if you give me the lyrics i may not understand. canton is even worse hehehe. but i still like them :)

okay that was very random. tsk.

i miss a lot of people :( NGLIPIN I HOPE YOU'RE STILL ALIVE! and ChengJieyi i don't care you disappeared.. from the electronic world! these 2 crazy nuts i miss a lot especially online, because its always so fun to talk to them. Lipin and i have the amazing ability to talk about a lot of nonsense with no link at all. and sometimes we'll talk like alottt at one go. and then there'll be silence for half an hour or so and then someone will start something else and the whole cycle repeats. and of course, i have this amazing amazing ability to make jieyi go "HAHAHA" all the time. yay me, and i really miss talking to you online girl! HAHA EH YOU'RE FINALLY ONLINE NOW! if that person who signed it was you that is.

and Diane Ong who's hopefully not freezing somewhere in France or Europe! i miss you a lot too little girl. lets have conference calls again soon! :D

been very happy (: because my days are filled with the Lord's goodness. still, i can't help being bored quite occasionally. so i decided to continue with my cleaning up room mission, resulting in my room looking like a war zone again :( hunting for sec4 stuff to pack into boxes hmm. now i can't wait to go out yay! like on wednesday i'm meeting people i haven't met for AGES :D so there's still tmr to go through sigh. okay not so bad cus i'm gna make passport. and i'm such a lazy pig (and a good money saver) so i'm not going to take a new photo cus i still have leftover pictures from my IC and it isn't that ugly so nevermind, i'll just use that :) gah but still, someone entertain me tmr! :(

so i realize i have been blogging her a bit more often recently. hahaha! i'm very bored i think :DD i used to have cca to keep me occupied but thats no more so sigh!

2008-12-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

i am a very very happy girl today (:
from the start to the end of today = lovely.

i thank God for my friends, teachers, students He has surrounded me with. you guys just bring such great joy yknow!

now i wanna stay in a chalet. i havent done that for yearssss.

Complete

2008-12-13T23:32:00.004+08:00

Here I am, Oh God
I bring this sacrifice--my open heart.
I offer up my life.
I look to You, Lord
Your love that never ends
Restores me again

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears.

Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will hold on, Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
I will be complete in You

i love this song, absolutely. its such a soul touching song, something that we need so every other day.

i love my Lord God for who He is, for what He has done for me, for the very reason why He died for you and me: perfect love.
& i'm giving this life to Him, thats the very least i could do. (:

loves!

2008-12-12T22:59:00.003+08:00

watching Point of No Return.
Julian Cheung is ever so sweet :D :D :D hahahaha!
so nice so nice. the theme song too! sang by him, whooots.
yeah he's a bit like my cousin :D
show is rather tragic and stressful though.
:(
haha.

first show i've watched in my 5years of watching TVB shows, thats sending a much deeper message than i ever expected it to give.

(almost failed) reunion

2008-12-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

ah, its back to the my-teeth-hurt-thanks-to-braces-and-powerchains-and-rubberbands days.
i think i'll be a naughty girl and not wear the horrible rubberbands for camp :P heheheee.

-
anyway! it seems as if there are two parts when it comes to people going overseas. there's the first part, and people like me grace diane lipin deborah go overseas. and then now the 2nd part is starting where people like jane priscilla charis lipin (again) jasmine go overseas. hahaha! jane flew off today, some are flying off tmr and prisci i have no idea when you're going shanghai. aha.

yesterday was great :D expectations for such gatherings are always lower than the end result. my seniors are so crazy tsk. we can just laugh the whole night away. thats why we can't have a stayover of some sort. we'll just laugh instead of sleeping. hahaha! and eating, just like japan trip. that was one awesome trip. hahaha yes so the reunion failed (as what monica said) as everyone slowly one by one pangsei us (okay la krystle we didn't contact you by accident!), it ended up being just monica sandra and i for dinner, and then krystle came later for desert. haha overall it was pure fun :D i love those people a lot! (:

back

2008-12-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

i'm back! its been rather drama, but i dont feel like elaborating. so far i only told Monica, Yan and Lipin haha. yes.

i'm back, and i'm very sleepy. but a group of people also known as MgHandbellChoir2006 make me very high and happppy(:

i love my seniors, very muchhhy!

okay zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz goodnight! wall-e is uberuberuber cute fyi! its 2nd place, Lumpy is still 1st place you see (: i want a figurine of wall-e! hahahaa. so cute so cute so cute.

in Lisbon

2008-12-02T19:35:00.002+08:00

HELLO! in Lisbon, Portugal now using the hotel free internet WHOOHOO. the keyboard is quite strange, dont exactly know how to use it properly. haha but yeah, we're waiting to check in and i'm happily using this hahhaa. the word FREE is such bliss man, especially when the internet is so much better than the costly ones in Milan, Venice and on the ship (: so yay yay. will be back in about 5days time or so! 1night in Lisbon, 1night on the train, 2nights in Bacelona. yay yay.

till the 7th!

2008-11-17T16:32:00.002+08:00

yes, till the 7th dec.

would be going to europe. if you know exactly where, good for you. if you don't, then too bad harhar. ask me and perhaps i'll tell you (: heh.

anyway, i'll miss everyone here real bad, and of course the food and church and everything. so don't think you're special because i miss you.. because there can only be one special person.. ME! :D ahahahahaa

i'm very very very sleepy and this ain't good. i shall hibernate on the plane. not like i don't on the usual basis anyway.

God bless, and hopefully i'll come back safe and sound! ;P

[O]ver!

2008-11-12T23:30:00.004+08:00

i quote diane's favourite sentence for today

"i'm still in disbelief that Olevels has ended!" (and then followed by apologies for saying that again) yeah something like that.

the realization that Os has ended is not here yet. i mean, its quite a weird feeling. something you've been anticipating for so long but yet..... haha!

well well what i'm really looking forward to is finally having the time to go out, watch movies, meet up with people (:

enjoyed today. i think i've never talked so much while cycling. rather exciting! we got to go again, in jan! and of course, the blowing bubbles part. simple things in life can bring such great joy haha.

so! 10years in MG is really officially over. the full mg experience is over. what have i learnt? what have i taken out? what have i given back?

another great day tmr(:

3months (or so) of freedom, 2days (till the end), 1paper left!

2008-11-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

i realized, this is my third constructive day posting here!

anyway, i didn't want to post today and leave it for tomorrow but look what i'm doing now!

REPORT OF WHAT TIFFANY DID TODAY (besides the physics paper)
1. brunched with chengjieyi. it was retarded fun, and wet. ooh yes it was funny when our dear viceheadprefect realized that if she wanted to go out with her fantastic friends she had to book early! & i don't mean the prefect book that book hahahaa:D
2. SLOSHED/SPLASHED through this horrendous pool of H20 and that approx 10m long along the pavement that connected newton mrt and the bus-stop-where-all-the-buses-stops-at-my-bus-stop. it was horrrriiible okay, and i didnt know it was that deep because there was this scgs girl splashing her way through coming towards me. she has this grim expression which i think i had as well and probably everyone else who walked through it. there was this sec2/3 mg girl on the opposite side that was rather horrified as well when she saw me. (i couldn't help but give her this sadistic yet sian smile) she walked through it too anyway. and there was this lady that stood at the edge of the pool for a good 5minutes or so. i wonder if she actually walked across it in the end hmm :) result? extremely soaked shoes. i really hope it'll be dry by wednesday.
3. quite a bit of tys questions plus 2 chemistry paper 1s!
4. had this horrible massive headache which resulted in me napping away for a good 2hours or so, BLEAH!
5. watched my 9pm show! :) and being uber sensitive, i thought the scene between the two brothers was so aaaargggggh ;( !

so this is how you suppose to feel after reading all the points.

1. be happy for tiffany
2. feel extremely sorry for tiffany
3. be very very proud of tiffany(!!!)
4. mourn for tiffany
5. rejoice for tiffany!

hahaha YES so i came to post to show what a very good girl tiffany is for doing a decent amount of work today (: (: (: (:

Break Free

2008-11-09T13:36:00.004+08:00

i have to emphasize this point again, i'm ending Os on wednesday! (: i don't know how it'll feel like on that day, because i have yet to go through it. PSLE wasn't that exciting, maybe because i was such an antisocial freak and so i went home after that. haha seriously, i can't remember what happened during PSLE. oh the afterdays were fun though (: the only time i actually officially ponned school. wheee! but i decided to go back when school was getting so fun and we had some fun fair thingy the p6s had.

ah, i feel ancient now. that was so long ago.

anyway, here's a list of dates that i'm currently free on. not counting next year because i don't know my schedule yet (:

8th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th, 16th, 17th, 24th, 26th, 27th, 28th, 29th, 30th, 31st DECEMBER. hahaa yeah i'm still excluding the DinnerTableGang renunion and the MgHandbellChoir2006 renunion which should be taking place between the 8th to the 10th. have no idea yet. haha whatever it is, i'm not going to plan both events. (I'M HINTING HERE my dearest seniors!)

first time my holiday is without cca commitments, and so so full! and without worries because there's no school on 2nd jan whooots! :D

okay before i really forget that i have a physics paper1 tomorrow, me will go study now.

step of faith assisted with courage, am i ready to make that step?

2008-11-08T16:12:00.002+08:00

its 2 MORE! :D

hahahah YES! i seriously don't believe that tiffany actually went through Olevels, because i never imagined myself taking it, and i have yet to really believe that fact and now i have to realize that Os is ending! hahaha like ENDING IS NO FEAT OKAY! the end, the end! okay its rather sad but you've got to admit there's a very happy side to this (:

and nooooo, i'll be busier than i was during the exam period! haha but i like busyness (: so exciting :D better than being bored!

and MONICA LEE MEIYIN IS COMING BACK REALLY SOOOON TOOOOOOOOOOO (: i haven't seen her for ages, literally!

2008-11-03T17:52:00.002+08:00

Update!

hello hello! hahaha here's a happy update saying that tiffany has only 3more papers yay!

6th Nov (thurs): Geog 2
10th Nov (monday): Physics 1
12th Nov (wednesday): Chem 1

hahah so YAY! (: happy happy happy. i guess its been better than prelims heh. at least for me yep! so here's a summarized feelings for all the different papers

Chemistry1: easier than expected, thank God. though i found alot of marks kena minus-ed off already so boo): oh well, i still have high hopes!
English 1 & 2: haha! for some weird reason i kept laughing during these 2 papers. oh well it was fine, harder than expected (though i had warnings already) and overall not a satisfactory paper but it was still fine(:
Amath 1: waaah i was so so scared for this paper but it was rather fine so whee!
Geography 1: okay it was like a culture shock or something. didn't expect the questions to be like that. oh well i'm partially screwed for this but everyone else too so haha! i'll do better this thurs k!
Math1 & Amath2: math was fine just that i was rather zzzzz. went to kap to eat and went back to school and went high. amath was such a killer i'm serious :( haiya. everyone kinda died too so uhhh yes!

the following week.

history: WHEEE! best paper i ever did for history because 1) i actually finished the whole thing. 2) sbq was easier than expected. 3) seq was way easier than expected so YAY! :D thank God thank God!
physics2: hahahahah DIE LA. it was 10% easy calculations and 90% those must think very hard qs. very exhausting paper :\ as grace says "its a dumb paper". who wants to know the size of an atom?!
emath2: hahaha it was a fun paper (: i enjoyed it heh. now i really better get my 1 for this.

this week!
ss: uhhmmmm OKAY it was alot harder than expected. the sbq was like wah! tiring. hard to understand the sources and the questions. and yeah alot of write so it was quite time consuming. seq was rather fine but somehow not everyone found it fine. esp yy HAHA! funny funny :D oh well yeah so i don't consider it a very successful paper but rather alright(:

yeah so thats about it(: tiffany is almost freeee wheeeeeeeee! and then i'll be going overseas for those who don't know so yep! everyone must miss me kkkK! :D

2008-10-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

One thing I desire
One thing I seek
To gaze upon Your beauty
And Your majesty
God of my salvation
Lifter of my head
Teach me how to live oh Lord
In Your righteousness

So I pray to You
So I pray to You

Lord Your name
Is higher than the heavens
Lord Your name
Is higher than all created things
Higher than hope
Higher than dreams
The name of the Lord

In the day of trouble
You cover me
In the secret place of refuge
Lord I will sing

I will seek Your face
Call upon Your name Jesus
All I want is You
Jesus

thank You Lord.(:

off to sleep i shall right now, & cherry fongfongfongfoooong needs serious help to cut down her rate of laughing and extreme lameness :D that girl makes me laugh & smile, lots <3

2008-10-20T10:42:00.003+08:00

"if its not okay, its okay because you're not at the end. because at the end, it'll be okay"

i'm walking into the exam hall with 100% faith. thank you Lord, for all the wonderful people around who has been encouraging, praying, loving.

Our God is a healing God. i will not run to the toilet halfway during the paper, i'm sure(:

jiayou everyone! that includes all those doing their apparently very disgusting PW and of course, the Alevels students! okay and all those doing exams overseas too!

"you know.. i'm taking a CAMBRIDGE exam! so smart right! can get into cambridge at such a young age:D"

2008-10-13T12:11:00.002+08:00

the world we live in is so messed up & broken
people can spend their whole lives chasing after many things
but they miss out the most important thing, the one thing that lasts forever.
i wonder why they never figured out that they're missing something.
maybe a large proportion refuses to find out
but also maybe another proportion never really knew
because no one shared.

the world needs a Saviour.
but are we going to share this Saviour of ours?

i'll be back after the 12th Nov (:

2008-10-11T22:21:00.003+08:00

so i havent blogged here for a week :D its more than 7days now hahaaaa.

anyway!
i got 7mozzy bites on my left leg, & 9 on my right HAHA!
okay my mummy says its not funny.. SO ITS NOT FUNNY :/
so i'm wondering now, how long is the lifespan of a mozzy? i hope the one who keeps biting me dies soon. & it better not be a dengue one.

oh well. to think i graduated from mg. unbelievable. where did that 10years go to? i shan't moan about it here. haha. yesterday i was tooo sad to go for my parent's cell. all i wanted to do was to go online & talk to monica HAHAHA so yes you're so honoured miss lee/eel! :P

as much as the future holds excitement, there's a part of me that dosen't want to move on.
i loved it from the start.. & all the way to the end
for friendships made & pleasures shared
my heart will stay in mg forever.
may God bless you my dearest school.

edit.
on grace's blog she wrote that i have an ability to talk nonsense.
i didn't know that.
HA! i'm going uber high now thanks to myself & my bestie cousin HAHAHAA. i'm so sorry lipin but yes!

2008-10-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

There's No Greater Love

Man of courage with your message of peace
What is that look in your eyes?
Why have you come to this faraway place?
What is this story you would lay down your life to tell?
What kind of love can this be?

haha, this week is aiyooo. my dearest friends, have been examining my fingers alot! & my ears as well. emma pang for some reason keeps forgetting whats wrong with it & asked more than once.

oh well so they spent the last 10minutes or so laughing/rolling on the floor of one particular recess JUST BECAUSE i couldn't bend my last finger like them! >:( i'm too special & cool okay! i went home & checked with my mum & she couldn't really do it too k! okay she did it better than me hmph. & then my fingers became the source of entertainment for Ms Ng Lipin when she's uber bored during lessons. hahaa i know i am a great source of entertainment thank you.

SERIOUSLY, I CANNOT DO IT OKAY, ITS GENETIC!!!!!! so stop trying to teach me how to do it hahahahahaa.

oh oh anyway 4S'08 girls! remember the many many drawings you guys (or rather may i say, kara & gang) drew all over the whiteboard before longest day? a very interesting illustration of the instructions given to us by jieyi on what to bring for longest day?

well apparently sec3s had oral in our class for the whole week right. here's a little funny recount by my (not so little) junior from 3G

then oral x.x
lol
i dunno if i should say it was good or bad
i guess it was okay
even though now i think that i said a whole load of crap that didnt really make sense >.< oh dear
ehh but that tiffany's class board ah..
scribbled with nonsense
so distracting >< lol

ahahaa.

2008-09-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

F1 = :D :D :D :D

i never did think i'll ever enjoy the sport. i think throughout that almost two hours i was just laughing away.. with my mum because we kept making stupid comments :D

sorry diane ong your dear kimi person is known to my mum & i as the SOYA SAUCE one HAHAHAHAA.

okay so F1 is really cool, especially when funny things happen. ah well i'm glad that Alonso won YAY! thats deborah's english group's hamster's name. thats probably why i liked it cus it was one name i heard of & now it sounds really cute thanks to the hamster. hehehe. i felt so sorry for him cus he ended up starting in the last position! :( yeah i figured i like lewis hamilton as well because his name sounds rather classy wahahaha. farrari just sounds irritating to me, no offence to anyone!

after the race deborah called my house & aiyo, she's so classic lah!

Deborah (screaming into the phone): ALONSO WONNNNN!!!!
Tiffany: YAHHHH!
Deborah: oh hahaha you know i was really dumb. i thought the thing started at 10. so i turned on the tv at 10 & then i saw the lap was 1/61 so i thought it was through the first lap. then suddenly it became 0 & i was like ehhh???!!!! HAHAHA!
Tiffany: HAHAHAHAAA

oh well, i figured that so far this year the only times i really turned on the tv to watch something is the Olympics & this! amazing me i know thank you (: i never thought i'll be someone watching sports but now facts tell me that i'm only turning on the tv for sports HAHA!

ah well, exciting stuff (: its back to the mugging. i'm glad F1's over for now. too bad its during everyone's EOYS hahaaa! well better than olympics during our prelims ):

oh oh last thing. guess where i found out that singapore won a 5year deal to host F1!
.. my geog textbook hohohohohoho.

alright NIGHT! (: study hard everybody!

2008-09-26T23:30:00.001+08:00

emo night :(

but still, the Lord is good.

fairly productive day today, but stress is setting in.
haha
sigh.
thank you friend, for everything (:

2008-09-23T22:51:00.001+08:00

evil EVIL plan, exciting stuff :D this has to be the best yet.
can't wait! :D

haha okay sorry back to amath now.

2008-09-21T16:21:00.001+08:00

Where love takes you in and everything changes
A miracle starts with the beat of a heart
When love takes you home and says you belong here
The loneliness ends and a new life begins
When love takes you in

hmm. well what can i say here? i'm mighty busy with studying & etc because i have to do well for Os. can i make it? well one thing for sure, my God will see me through (:

2008-09-16T22:05:00.003+08:00

hi grace. thank you for neutralizing or whatever you say! hahaha but seriously, thanks frienddd :)

i need to sleep early. i'm sad because i can't find my chem paper due tomorrow but i'm also currently thinking that someone's super high & weird at the moment, sigh! :D

mugmugmugmugmugmugmugmug.

2008-09-14T22:37:00.002+08:00

Rabbits :D
this is mei mei. she's one big faaaaaat rabbit who's 5years old. old lady! she's such a fierce, untame, vain & pretty scardy cat too you know! haha short ears, small head, big body! oh & she hates being trapped in the house. which explains the next picture

see the ears outside? thats whiskers who was found at west coast part. but she dosent seem to have alot of whiskers anymore, so her name is unofficially changed to sneaky because thats her character :D

oh & she looooooves sneaking into the house! she was probably jealous that mei mei got to come in. thats why she stayed at the door almost the whole time mei mei was in :P
hehehee funny shot :D

WHOOOHOO & I MANAGED TO ACTUALLY CARRY HER & MAKE HER FALL ASLEEP ON MY LAP (pardon the horrible colour combi of my clothes, i dont match clothes very well at home at times) yay, i miss mel (her nephew who's uber tame). sigh he died sometime last year. ): i could do about anything with him, including putting him in my sis' doll stroller & going for a walk in east coast! hahaha i like this one :D so cute! this is how you should carry a rabbit yay!

hahah alright, i should be going to sleep really sooooooon :)

2008-09-13T10:23:00.003+08:00

Longest day was very much the blast. (:

thank you class of 2008

thank you especially secondary 4S'08! <3

anyway, longest day was pure hilarious & funny. we took like 2903832pictures & i have none at the moment because they are all with diane/shuen/lipin/joanne/grace/mr ong/cheryl/yy. it should be up on facebook soon heh :D plenty of unglam shots of Ms Kek as well, super funny :P alot of stupid & funny things happened yesterday, like how 4S didn't really shower.. it was more of wet-yourself-with-the-hose time. & then we were all fighting for the divya's dove deodorant heh because we all didn't have & we were quite convinced that we stink quite badly. since the station games all involved us getting really dirty. like pouring all sorts of sauces on us, splashing tobasco sauce + water + ketchup, making us go through this web lined with wasabi + toothpaste & others. haha then we camwhored alot alot alot, super fun! ms kek did lots of camwhoring with us. dinner was cool, we just had alot of dishes in the middle & we all shared. haha! oh & we all had the headbands that dani, yy & gang made for us, pretty cute! though i think we all looked like aliens after that :D yep then campfire & all the performances. & more camwhoring. & Ms kek was trying to smash cake into grace's face because she refused to eat more cake. haha!

Good fun, & i all i can say is that my class rocks big time :D thank you once again, 4S! you guys (at least those 20 people that turned up yest) were simply awesome. i never expected longest day to turn out that great. too bad its like the 2nd last thing left in MG. no more camps & excursions with these people, even normal lessons are over :( time passed too quickly. especially this past 2years. hmm anyhow, thank you for making longest day such a blast <3

National Day 2008 with Ms Kek (& her nephew) :)

2008-09-10T20:29:00.002+08:00

Results

if not for 78% of the cohort getting distinction for emath, i would be rather estatic right now. but HMPH fine! so i'm still quite below average boo :( ah well. its STILL an improvement so.... (so you see if i can jump two grades this time, then i should jump another 2grades for Os & then it'll be an A1 YAY)

english was a disappointment. haha at least i'm not the only one who fell below their own expectations.

chem was.. haha nevermind.

& tomorrow's amath, SS, & history! ooh & chinese too but i don't take chinese! ah, the joy :D hahaha. other than that, i think i might just die for all three. okay maybe except SS.

if you think i'm not bucking up this last 6weeks or so, then you're quite quite wrong :) wheee today i'm in a cheery mood & thats good i guess! too bad SOMEONE is quite the opposite at the moment. hahaha.

without faith, its impossible to please God.

2008-09-04T18:43:00.003+08:00

i think i miss my wonderful slack social life. i have never been that hardworking during my one week break okay! haha! 12th nov onwards will be awesome:D though i can't say i'm having the worst time in my life right now (: its been pretty good actually hahahaa, can i just say cutting is addictive :P i think my sis & i keep fooling around too much at home, going high over the weirdest things hmm. or rather, going high over nothing.

the peace of God transcends all understandings.

oh well, still, i miss people! hahaa :)

HAHHAA OKAY i shall stop here, for some reason i'm recounting the whole daniel story, exactly the way veggietales had it to my sis HAHA BYE

2008-08-31T19:13:00.002+08:00

today's teacher's day celebrations in church!(:
haha at least for 730am sunday school.
anyhow, somehow to aunty christine, when she says that teachers get to rest on teacher's day, somehow that dosen't apply to us (deborah liz joanne & i). hence we have to plan games or songs! so we decided to sing the usual songs (if you're happy & you know it, father abraham, Jesus loves the little children) & play TREASURE HUNT! :D okay thats like, my all time favourite when i was a kid. haha, so deb & i brought whatever sweets & chocolates we could find at home & liz & joanne went to hide it in several rooms while we were singing songs. (: it was really fun to a good extent, & i guess all the kids really enjoyed themselves playing the game :D so fun man i also want to play! yeah, joy joined in & i kept wanting to disqualify her (but she refused to be) because she's 6 thus keep finding so many! that girl keeps laughing out loud, very cute :D but at least when she finds the sweets she'll give them to her younger sibs, faith & grace.

God did teach me something today though. seeing certain things happening & a certain someone made me think alot, & i guess its really sad ): for a moment, i really could feel her pain. its sad, because now i see her being forced into a new kind of maturity, something which kids at her age shouldn't experiencing. anyhow, i'm really proud of her in a way (: yes, i'm sure i'm not the first one to ask God "why". but yet again, there's still that hope that i hope we all continue to cling on to yeah (: & that, was certainly not a mistake, because our God does not make mistakes.

hmm looking back at this 3years, i guess God sure did give & provide me a whole lot of experiences. i think its a blessing, to know these kids from young, knowing how they all started out, knowing each of their unique story, loving them, & them loving me back (: & i'm really thankful for my current class. hahaha a baby class, literally! :D you can tell by the age here:

Joash (age4), Alvina (age4), Faith (age4), Grace (age3), Lixin (age2), Seth (age1). :D yay & i super love all of them! all of them super cute. Lixin is so small & fragile but yet so cheeky. hehee seriously, she looks as if when you poke her she'll fall over! :P Seth, is super cute too. he's elsie's brother & he somehow always looks like he's gna cry but when he smiles, so handsome man! :D

today i got lots of hugs. :D okay i get them every sunday, but today seemed to be plenty more because grace was super duper hyper & lixin was so giggly. yeah, children do bring you lots of joy, if you want to see it as that way & they sure do remind me to be thankful for the simplest things on earth (:

ah that was one long post all about the work & people i do & meet every sunday morning (: hehe.

There is a higher throne
Than all this world has known,
Where faithful ones from ev'ry tongue
Will one day come.
Before the Son we'll stand,
Made faultless through the Lamb;
Believing hearts find promised grace—
Salvation comes.

2008-08-28T22:26:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow better be a productive day (:

& i feel like eating spicy food tomorrow for no good reason ha ha.
today was an overall fun day. & i spent a whole lot of boring time with the PAU! :D haha sigh it seems to be such a long time since we talked so much & laughed at the stupidest things. hahaa i think we had 283910stupid quotes of the day already. yes & i told that fruit (cherry) how to get the most food in buffets & now she insists i imparted to her some "classic buffet behaviour" or something like that. haha! love you girl!(:

now i have people who don't realize why parents give them a specific name on my tagboard o.O

ah well, tomorrow's teacher's day celebrations! AHHH OH NO I JUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO DO SOMETHING! ):

2008-08-28T09:09:00.002+08:00

1st picture is page 3, 2nd picture is page 2, & 3rd picture is page 1. of my hotmail that is.

in case it can't be enlarged, bascially its all emails informing me of comments my many many family members have been commenting on one family potrait taken eons ago! i'm amazed. & because this computer rarely lets me access facebook & hotmail, all i see is my email notification going up up up up these few days. & page 3 is where all the comments started coming in. like only about 8 or so are non facebook? wow wow wow. i have 81 unread emails!

hahaha. its raining. great that there's no school, perfect day to sleep in while everyone goes off to school! haha i bet the bio girls are freezing in the hall or something :D unfortunately, these days i keep waking up at 8 something. so yeah no major sleeping in i guess :(

dear diane ong i'm waiting for pictures! (: then can post post post about yest. (((:

2008-08-27T22:34:00.003+08:00

Sentosa was really enjoyable, love you all! :D

okay all the fun started from vivo when we started playing with rainwater hehehe. but story another day. as for now here's just one of the fewer less crazy pictures we took :DDD

guess the rather obvious word we were trying to spell out.

hahha i'm tickled by most of the pictures we took :D still waiting for diane ong's pictures to be uploadedddd!

to watch tv.. or to go sleep??

2008-08-26T18:52:00.002+08:00

tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
oh did you hear?
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
noo?
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
diane insists on a sandcastle building competition!
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
HAHA
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
OH YES.
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
HAHHAAH SO FUN MAN
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
BOTH OF US WANTED A SANDCASTLE BUILDING COMPETITION!
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
hahaha i was talking to her yesterday.
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
FINALLY SOMEONE WITH THE SAME TRAIN OF THOUGHT
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
HAHAHA
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
CHEY
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
and then i was like, we must have a sandcastle building competition!
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
and she was like YESSSSS.
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
THEN WHY LAST TIME NO ONE WANT TO BUILD MAN!
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
hahaha, so i was like okay!
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
eeyer
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
haha
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
HAHAHA, because last time you sgugested (:
So dark, we couldn't see the lights says:
ahahahah
tiffany(: "Rest in Me" says:
HEY

that was the all natural rice! also known as charis fan something (i forgot how to spell your chinese name) hahah sigh, you meano people! ;(

yes, SENTOSA tomorrow! ahaha, it better be fun :D the time before meeting the non-literal girls (lit girls) should be fun too! i'm finally going lipin's house! & I WON'T GET LOST HAHAHA :D at least i hope i won't!

2008-08-24T14:36:00.005+08:00

Bible Epics was rather awesome fun :)
my small group is sporting enough to go play the games, but not sporting enough to really become desperate for those $30 capital land vouchers. :D our ysgl & aysgl by the name of adriel & dom totally pangsei us man! no where in sight so andrew became the rep. haha. i think we were quite violent in some games ahahaa. poor tim kept getting hit with the football & those fireballs HAHA! yep andrew & i threw like 10 at him at one go & it was really quite funny :DDD
yay & we love playing against sec1s (since its almost a sure win one! :P)

yay for church, yay for ym, yay for chosen 1s, yay for God! oh & yay for hans, i had lunch there with my sister & deborah :)

prelims are ending tml. i'm not looking forward to it because i can play (though yes i permitted myself to play till 1st sept), but because i can start studying properly for Olevels. & i really mean proper studying. (:

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oh i just remembered. there was this "secret station" that deborah kept insisting we find. turned out to be at the tennis court that had a lonely chair which stated the instructions that was something about finding the "lost son" who was an important person, but not a ysgl, aysgl, in any committee. yeah we concluded that it was pastor alvin & gladwin's group gladly took that answer & went to find him. if not for us realizing that he was stealing our answer we wouldn't have gone in search of him

someone: so do we look for him or not.
andrew: but where to find him! main church la!
gladwin (to his sec1 group): okay alvin's outside the audi lets go!
tim: EH WE TOLD THEM THAT ANSWER!!!
tiffany: aiyo, lets go la!
(everyone starts walking towards the door)
andrew: where you all going?
someone: uh, find pastor alvin?
andrew: HUH YOU ALL GOING MAIN CHURCH ARH. EH I KIDDDINGG LEHH!!!

haha:D yep after we found him he made us memorize psalm 23! one verse per person. haha.

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2008-08-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

i'm so proud of my geog notes, its so nice! :D

did food today, & i learnt all about pesticides & herbicides. because their names were too long, i gave them nicknames. Pesty & Herby HAHA so cute! yes & then i sent charis fan an sms asking her if she was genetically modified since so many types of rice are GM! :P (she insisted that she's a real product so oh well) this is the result of studying human geog (it makes me cranky because its so urgh).

haha earlier on today i was looking through some stuff & i found my pri ezlink card nicely kept in one of my old wallet (my p3-p4 one i think) & eh not bad quite cute! HAHAHA. yeah, we took the picture in p1. i remember i was wondering on when should i smile, & how should i smile. but before i could come up with any conclusion somehow the picture was taken already. so it was like a half smile? yeah, i think thats the best picture so far, compared to my hideous secondary ezlink card & my 2nd student pass (first one disappeared from the face of this earth) & my IC. well my IC isn't THAT bad but my pri ezlink still the best i think! :P

today i managed to get on to facebook (for some reason my sis' computer isn't very facebook friendly) & I SAW A PICTURE. AHHH. my dearest cousin by the name of gabriella somehow managed to scan this uberuberuber old family portrait my dad's family took long time ago! i think, i was p2. that time tabitha, gabby, ray were still almost babies man! or toddlers. while benji william & i were like pri kids & amanda was probably secondary school. ah, been slowly recalling interesting things that happened in my childhood, where some of the happiest memories are actually spent with cousins. i remember being the best of friends with those two boys. happy times, even though i only see william in july when he comes back from HK.

but i guess things have changed now yeah. changed, a lot.
we used to be so similar, but now interests, beliefs, communications with one another have changed so much.

hahaha but there's still that woman by the name of chermaine koo yanling! :D hahahaa love you CROW! :P

okaysss i'm in a particularly high mood now thats why i've been typing so much stuff. & ARGH i can't get my printer to work! :( scanner i mean. trying to scan in this score so that i can enlarge it. its super tiny, smaller than a postcard! because it came with a cd so yes. sheeesh.

anyway one more thing. before oral 4S had finished praying together & then we started going super high :D then some people like yy & dani saw some cross breed of praying mantis & grasshopper at the drain there. & dani & dunno who were stamping their feet trying to chase it away.

(in the most innocent but yet a touch of humour in it voice)
yy: don't chase & scare it away. it MIGHT be panda's friend
everyone stares at her, including dani.
everyone: who's panda? (i was thinking that maybe its some other insect they saw before)
dani: yah WHO's panda?
yy: you knowwww...... kungfu panda?

..grace & i ran away after that. at least i know that we both ran away. embarrassing woman!!

aahaha after that was a lovely trip to ikea & queensway :D went super high, it was really great :D

2008-08-21T18:43:00.003+08:00

everytime, i ponder & wonder.
& i think you really missed the point
all of you. completely.

hahaha i'm really going to die for physics. i hate it! :( :(
ah well, we shall see what happens tml. english Olevel oral tomorrow too. HAHA things i need to take note of: smile, don't say "yah", don't squirm in my seat, don't say too much of "uhh", & don't panic.

everyone pray for 4S & my oral! (:

byebye dinner now.

2008-08-20T19:02:00.002+08:00

OKAY, tiffany officially sucks in spotting questions, it has been proven!
:D
(okay it isn't suppose to be a very happy thing, but i'm smiling still!)
lots of things & people made me smile today :) :) :)

2008-08-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

ha ha ha.
uh okay that was the first thought that came to me when i stared at this page!

okay today was a happy day (: math paper today, i'm pretty satisfied with it. thank you Lord! :D hahaha oh yes i was checking my answer & like playing with my pen & then suddenly i sent my pen cover flying in the air & landing on the floor quite a few tables back. oops :P then like 20min later Mr Yeo suddenly placed it on my desk. i think, i'm quite embarrassed hehee.

& i'm so glad i bring SUCH JOY to people when they do their exam papers. thanks to me & my brilliant spotting. i keep insisting that certain things won't come out & eventually they do. examples if you don't mind:

Geography: i was declaring to alot of people that i will not study plate tectonics cus its pretty hard & COMFIRM will have maps come out & i hate map reading. in the end rivers had the map question >:( & plate tectonics was super easy arrggggh.

Math: i was asking lipin whether got anything to remember before we go in & she said "prefixes!" & i replied "aiya nano seconds always come out one la, so far all we did was that what!" ........ & then the first question was about PICOseconds :( sigh can cry okay.

& so i sent someone into laughter. yay i bring such joy into people's lives, thank you very much.

then i started being very lame today. hmm this is bad, not the usual tiffany! :P its the prelims, i'm sure. hahhahahaa.

oh well, i can't remember if i said this here already, but today's a happy day :D ahaha. OKAY I SAID IT ALREADY nevermind you can be reassured that i had a happy day! :) oh, the only bad part was that my phone died on me. not a good time to die since i didn't have charger & people were smsing. & YES someone was randomly asking me what were my rabbit's names. YOU are the most random person i've ever met, seriously!

"hey wads ur bunny's name?"

seriously, i quote from my phone. (ha i said 2 seriously in this post, i must be pretty serious!)

next week we're going back to barker kindergarten whooohooo! now thats one exciting activity :D i just hope i can find the time to do so!

2008-08-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

Muppet Show :D

haaaha my sister & i are super high at the moment, we're laughing at everything & anything thats amusing enough. yeah & recounting stupid things that happen before. HAHAA. yeah. we were at NTUC waiting for our mum to be done & we saw this snack thingy that cassie brought to school before & i was trying to describe to her what it was like. & i fully intended to say super duper crispy fries. then it came out as super duper creepy HAHAHA. yes the fries didn't manage to come out hahahhaa! yeah & then my sis told me about some frog that my mum encountered. very hilarious.

"you know that time mummy was cleaning the rabbit there (backyard) then there was this frog there. then she chased it to the drain. then after that she went out to the garden (front part of the house) & then the frog was there HAHAHAHHAHA"

okay thats super hilarious. especially if you know my mum. she has like, major reactions to even the tiniest stuff. like that time we were at boarders & she was holding her phone. then her phone suddenly rang & she literally jumped into the air -.-

OKAY ANYWAY to the main topic of this post, i love mupper show! do you? :D hahaa here's one VERY FUNNY video clip of it. it gotta be one of my favourite. ultra dumb & funnnny! unfortunately i do not know/cannot post the video here so here's the linkkkk. :D GO WATCH!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ynjIoymWHvU :D funny things that amuses tiffanyyyy. & the whole muppet craze thingy started with my mum hahahaaaa.

2008-08-15T18:17:00.002+08:00

okay i shan't be talking about prelims for now :D

Olympics 2008! :D
wow its just so exciting. as grace says, our level is cursed because during Olevel prelims there's the beijing olympics & during youth olympics in singapore we have Alevels ahhh! okay but thats for those who are going so JC so hehe :D

yes anyway, EXCITING STUFF :D especially the gymnastics, synchronized diving, & grace's dearest phelps! hahahahaa today during supposed math remedial all she kept saying was "go phelps" seriously la, he dosen't need your "go". he's already going! okay swimming's rather cool too :D

i just watched lots of table tennis matches. too bad Jiawei lost the bronze to some korean person! aw man ): nevermind WE MADE IT TO THE FINALS FOR DOUBLES :D yay! thats like, comfirm get a medal right? awesome stuff. my blood pressure was going super high just now man. especially during jiawei & the other korean person's match! hahaha then later on some other singaporean came on & by then my mum & sis came back & they started shouting like crazy -.- especially my mum who keeps screaming at the wrong time because she insists that she dosen't exactly know how the game works. hahahaa yeah. so i couldn't really sleep. too much screaming. hence i decided to borrow my sis' labtop for awhile because mine is DOWN! :(

ladeedaaa. gymnastics is NEXT! coolio stuff, i really admire them man. i stretch out my leg on the floor already pain HAHA.

hmm & yes this week passed really quickly. its already FRIDAY! prelims has been uhm :( i guess i was really shaky at first. but oh well. thoughts at other places. & yeah i'll say the better papers were english & geography. just that geog was kinda sway haha. lazy to explain here. :D 6 more days of papers. i think i can make it :) hahaa yeah.

hmm. its time to move off to somewhere other than here! or rather, the time will come soon :D just that i'm not sure when. too many memories here. hahaa. yeah, i think i should stop owning so many blogs hehehe :D oh well!

as for now, DINNER & OLYMPICS whoohooo :D more mugging tml! :)

to mghandbells2009: hope you guys had fun during practice today. all the best for sunday & monday's performance! remember to SHINE for God <3 not alot of practice but yeah. CAN DO IT! <3

2008-08-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

Till Then.

Last post till maybe inbetween prelims, or maybe at the end. who knows.

as for now,

i have a sad & dying throat. but as insisted, i have a sad, SICK, & dying throat. okay & maybe only sick is true, while the rest is exaggeration. ha ha ha.

i hope this ends tml! or i'll totally die & start decomposing in the hall during chem paper. (exaggeration once more)

ha ha ha okay. i'm starting to feel really arrrrrggggghhhh concerning prelims =(

2008-08-09T08:58:00.005+08:00

Happy 43th Singapore!! (:

whoohoo national day is here! this means!!!

1) National day (of course -.-)
2) NDP!
3) it supposed to be public holiday but since its saturday, no point! but there's still one on monday :)
4) going high on the songs & all for the last time before august 2009
5) 3DAYS TO PRELIMS
6) MY SMS COUNTER STARTS AGAIN WHOOOOHOOOOOO ;D

hmm i guess its true that the national day songs sometimes can get quite urgh year after year. but this year's CHINESE version ain't that bad! (: in fact i quite quite quite like it. but of course, the old songs are still so good :) & there are some songs that are pretty great even though not many people know them. even the oldies yeah. here's listing my fav songs! :D

Where I Belong (2001)

Home

One United People (2003)

We Will Get There (2002)

Together (1999)

We Can

Shine on Me

Shine for Singapore (2008)

Count on Me Singapore

One People One Nation One Singapore

Stand Up for Singapore

Moments of Magic

HAHAHA & the "Who are you my country?" song! its quite funny & fun to sing it, considering that its Mg's fav song to sing! we've been singing it for 10years maaaan.

okays, i'm off to my chem tuition really soon! my programme today consist of chemistry, physics, & NDP! ahaha.

Happy National Day everyone!!!!!!

as everyone can tell by the past few days & perhaps now, i love singapore hehehehehe :D

[edit]

YOU STALKER. >:( seriously, i dislike you!!!!!!
argh.

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2008-08-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

National Day Eve!

concert was a blast. i love my class, i love the class of 2008! :D we sure had a lot of fun singing all the awesome songs, we should have sang more! we were all so ready for it maaaan :D yeah & its our last one ): but i'm glad it went well! so thanks to the committee, thanks to cherry for all her dumbo announcements that makes us all go ?! after assembly. haha!

then we proceeded with our plan. didn't go as well as expected because we were all rushing off, but it was sure alot of fun. all the screaming & running off the road HAHAHAA.

anyway, pictures will tell the rest of the story. thanks to diane & shu en! yes facebook is such a useful tool. all the pictures are there already by the time i come online! :)
diane, tiffany & the Singapore flag
4S 2008 <3 with Ms Kek & her (super cute) nephew! :D
DIANE ONG SINCE WHEN DID YOU TAKE THIS PICTURE! anyhow, i think charis looks more unglam hehehe :D yes, try guessing what we were doing after the celebrations! :P

YES & i got my pasta already yayyyy i am satisfied! :D

OLYMPICS OPENING was so wow! the performances! wah, i think not everyone's gna be that amused with NDP tml already :P hehehe. & Singapore took so long to come out! ah well, patrotic feelings are rising again within me hehe.

kkkkkk i'm going to zzzzzzz now!

2008-08-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

where i belong

where i keep my heart & soul

where dreams come true for us

where we walk together hand in hand

towards a future so far

where i belong

where i keep my heart & soul

where we are one big family

i want the whole world to know

i want to shout it out loud

that this where i know i belong

(: National day's coming!! ARE YOU IN THE MOOOD????!!!

2008-08-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

ah, this is retarded. i have been telling myself the whole day that i won't go online today but guess what i'm doing now ):

grr. i'll go off in the next 5min!

thinking. haha. i have to thank 2 very awesome people who's just so awesome! making a big effort & everything, yay! its very lovely to know that you've got two friends that has the same vision, aim, passion & heart as you (: never in my whole life did i expect to be that close to the two of you, but it has turned out otherwise yeah. anyhow, i'm really proud of the both of you (:

i think lipin always sees the most stupidest & embarrassing moments i can ever have =( & that stoooopid girl refuses to tell me those 2 keys! argh! meaaaaaaaaano. hahhahaa oh well.

all the best to cherry roxanne suatying joy carmen glenda for tml's interview! don't FRET! :D i have great confidence in you guys (: (: (:

ah well. here's some incidents that took place this week so far.

1. after school. grace jie & i were leaving school & walking down the steps at the concourse when i saw my sis with a whole bunch of sec1s heading to the carpark to where a bus was waiting. & because i didnt know where they were going (they were going to SPCA for cip!)..

while walking down the steps..
Tabitha: HELLO!
Tiffany: EHH! where are you going?
.. & then i missed a step & fell off the steps. :( no broken bones though!(:

2. i was called a weirdo within 10min of my 24hours a day time online. that was such a lie. outrageous lie. hahahahaaa.

3. recess today. i said something. can't remember what.
Emma: so you see, as what Charis said, who can be lamer than tiffany!
Tiffany: EXCUSE ME. UH, PEOPLE WHO CAN'T WALK????
Emma: you seeeee!!!!!!

injustice. how can. grrr.

4. english today. YY is was in urgent need of the toilet. Ms chuah refuses to let her go.
YY: Ms Chuah can i go toilet please?
Ms Chuah: no you can't i'm at my MOST EXCITING point of my lesson now... (HAHA)
...
YY: MS CHUAH! I'M GNA PEE IN MY PANTS ALREADY!
Ms Chuah: nevermind its okay, we're all girls here right...
Grace: what?! no LINK!

HAHAHAH we have the strangest teachers around really (:

ah well. i'm happy with my amath mock paper even though i'm sure i won't do fantastically well. (: & i popped by the music room for awhile while my juniors were having practice & WOW. LEVEL 5 SONGS. so hard to choose man! all so nice! you girls must do EXTREMELY WELL OKAYYYYY (: as i said, if GWH, i'll get you guys nice presents! hahaha if just Gold, i'll get you not as nice presents :P dont you even dare to think of silver. the whole alumni will be chasing you around singapore. hahahahaa.

OKAY BACK TO STUDY NOW POOOOOOF.

Founder's Day 2008! Jieyi: GB, Grace: Photog, Tiff: Handbells!, Diane: Usher! yes we serve our school well :D nice picture THANK YOU Mr Ong! :D

2008-08-03T15:11:00.003+08:00

is everything going to be okay?

hm. one more week before prelims. AH. i think i shall go home straight away aft school. lalalaa.

its going to be different, this week.
i promised myself that.
oh Lord, you won't fail me, & i won't fail you.
no more condemnation on myself, because I am Made Righteous in Christ Jesus.
yesyes, hahaa.

okay so i won't have any emo posts here anymoreee okayyyyy :D since people arent used to it & i'm not used to it myself anyhow. i think. hahaha.

someone's birthday is coming up REALLY SOON! GUESS WHO! (yes for once i won't say its mine)
NAAATIONAL DAYYYY :D everyone its time to act like tiffany - loyal singapore citizen! :D
ha ha ha.

i can sing in the troubled times
i can sing when i win
i can sing when i lose myself & i fall down again
i can sing cus you pick me up
sing, cus you live
i can sing cus you hear me Lord
when i call you in prayer

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there are several people in this world who never fails to make me smile & laugh, & these two are one of them! Grace, me, Faith! two of the loveliest kids (& sisters) i've ever met (:

i just remembered.. prefect's installation is tomorrow!

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2008-08-01T22:30:00.003+08:00

TODAY'S AUGUST.
8months have passed. since jan2008.
& i really wonder.
you know each year has never failed to have its ups & downs
but it dosent really matter what kind of situations we're in, its how we handle it thats most important.
yeah.

sheeeshy sheeesh sheeesh.
i love my friends, i really do. just that i've been drawing back alot more, thinking alot more, trying to gain my pace, just wondering & everything.
i don't know how to explain, its just speechless.
i'm trying, really.
Lord, help me.
i miss my friends who were once so part of my life, & still do dearly loved.
i miss Mghandbellchoir2006 (Monica that includes you so yes!)
i miss that dearest mentor
i miss my crazy smsing buddy (till our bills burst-ed like nobody's business!)
i miss all my seniors
i miss Mghandbellchoir2008 (awesome bunch, really!)

hahaha this is such an emomomomomoooo post :D so just ignore it will you :)
OKAYS ME WILL GO SLEEP NOW GOODNIGHT! (:

[edit]

at 12am, i feel alot better. THANK YOU DIANE ONGGGG :D you're one girl loved by tiffany!

i can sing of Your love forever

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2008-07-31T22:28:00.003+08:00

i just got reminded that this lovely picture existed! whoohoo that was one super fun day. you see the weirdest & funniest things somehow always happens when Monica Lee is around! 3more months yes!!!

this tree, cracked me up pretty badly yesterday :D HAHAH don't you think its so funnily amusing?! :) :) :) we have such awesome gardeners, our school.

i adore the free periods in school, gives you time to do work! prelims just dosent feel like its near because the teachers dont behave so. hmm. other than that, school has been haha i don't know (:

i want a hug :(

2008-07-29T21:32:00.003+08:00

Tag Replies

okay so i realized that i havent been replying tags :D so starting from the very back!

Joanne: hahaha dotdotdot..

Sherilyn: haha thanks junior!(:

Starsee: hahaha YES! i bet you had loads of fun, judging by how it went :D

Jane: HI HI HI JANEEEE (: hahaha thanksthanksthanks!

Carmen: aiyo carmen. hahaa well you remembered them & i'm proud of you!(:

Joanne: ha yes. apparently it was laoshi who wrote those out hmm

Ziteng: eh you're the first person who says it looks like the butt facing you lorrr. haha i like my kiwi (:

Cherry: CHERRY! (: haha okok, now you have another week! gah, i guess thats good & not good. i was looking for something fun this week aha! but then again, good to retire later (: love you & don't stresss too much k! <3

Priscilla: HAHAHAA you see thats why i'm smart! didn't go! anyhow we both knew that they were retarded long time ago whaaat (:

Yannnn: hahaa OH YES SLIPPERS :D hahaa! yeah i told her that today!

Carmen: yes carmen, lipgloss is muccch bettter than lipstick which is like ew ):

Fan: hahaha yes thanks rice! jiayou too & love you! <3

hi hi hi cassie! haha few weeks back photo. i was pissed with trigo & hence went for a walk with the photographer -lipin. (:

yay i'm actually mugging. i am happy (: yes & i shall do somemore!

fongfongfongfong! as i said its normal but no worries, i shall take certain people in hand for you yeah! no stress. its part & parcel of being pres. i've been through it before so yes, JIAYOU! :D

2008-07-27T14:41:00.003+08:00

"I Make That Happen"

conviction. i'm totally assured that God is real, He is mighty & awesome, & so.... clever! :D guess what He told me today. He said that if was the one who let things happen, if He is the one who allows & knows whats gna happen today, tomorrow, & forever, then He should know the solution of every problem that exist in this world. since He allowed it, then He should know the solution.

i'm glad to know & believe that i have one super duper amazing God :)

My God is Mighty to Save

2008-07-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

Heartsaflame

wow, i'll just say its one amazing conference! though i'll say its really intensive & its only worth your 50 bucks if you are really keen on it :D but anyhow about everything was really good! :) plus all the bonding with the craziest small group in wesley ym, it was pretty much awesome :D i really enjoyed myself since yest! ha all the funny things that happened, i hope i won't forget!

God does not make mistakes, it was not a mistake that i went for it.

even if founder's day dinner was good, heartsaflame was really good & i super do not regret it :) yeah & as said, the company the whole time was awesome. haha! it was almost as good as a camp :D

& charis fan staying over was really fun toooo! :DDD hahahaaa yeah the whole experience was unique, funny & yes anything positive. i'm too lazy to recall it all down here so yes, ask me personally if you wish. oh yes & thanks loads to diane ong for coming as well! :D i think you came out of today convinced you shouldn't go ACSIB HAHAHAA.

ah well. yes & i was told of the most annoying thing on earth. EXCUSE ME. i'm insulted. i do not & will not have a bf at this day & age. at least not at this time hurrr

okay, off i go to mug from now till the end of prelims. sighsighsigh

2008-07-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

hi tiffany, please wake up by LATEST 7AM tml! since you need to be at kap by 745am. ah that sucks. hahaah why do all my small group guys want to wake up so early???? okay with the exception of david & chris so yes. ah well.

heartsaflame was really good today. i'm looking forward to tml's! :) :)

& i must say, travelling to acjc for the first time with david & gabriel is totally the wrong choice but also very hilarious :DDDD so many funny qoutes today, i can hardly remember all.

ah well. i will continue to wait for ms charis fan to arrive at my busstop! hopefully you wont be scared of my small group tml :D & diane ong too!

2008-07-24T22:06:00.003+08:00

hahaha you know i've been thinking about this lately

Look Up

everyday, we go about doing our normal routine. when we go out by walking or by driving, we always look at the things around us. all those buildings, infrastructure, people, birds crossing the road, cars that make us go so mad sometimes cus they cut into our lanes, & hm you probably get the idea.

& then sometimes, if only we pause & just look up for awhile, you'll realize. that the sky above is actually so beautiful. no matter how hectic it is down here on earth, the sky's always so pretty. sometimes we only look up in the sky when we're on holiday. like when we're away from our busy schedule & we decide to go for a holiday. then do we actually look up. & then we figure out that the sky is quite nice to look at.

do you realize, that sometimes the only time we look up is when the sky's overcast & then we realize the sky is so dark.

& you know, sometimes we get so wrapped up in the activities of this world. we concentrate so much on the things around us, on all the manmade stuff. & then we forget to look up. look up to the beautiful picture of Christ. we forget to do so, why?

then we go for camps, we go for conferences. a break from our normal schedule. then, do we look up. we get that spiritual high.

& at those low times, overcast times, then do we look up.

that beautiful picture, that beautiful Saviour, will always be there. it will never change no matter how much this worldly world changes. He's going to be the same today, now & forever.

thing is, do we choose & remember to look up?

or do we only look up when we realize how screwed our lives are.

friends, what will you choose?

i choose to look up all the time. to remember that He's there all the time. to remember that He's in the charge all the time. to remember that I'm going to surrender everything.

i hope you choose the same choice,

of looking up

i did not intend to blog today actually haha :D but i super wanted to put all that down so yes. hmm founder's day tml! hahahaa after 10years i finally realized why the school's birthday is called founder's day. HAHAHAHAAHA I KNOW I ROCK :D it never occurred to me that cus it got founded on that day :D oh well!

yes today...

Ms Kek: eh all of you better clean up your class room! tml vips will be walking past your class

4S: oh yah hor...

Someone: nevermind.. we got nice balloon in our class!

presenting our balloon:

it gets inflated everytime there's wind coming through.. which is almost 100% of the time :) i love my classroom!

2008-07-23T20:57:00.004+08:00

so, full dress rehersal was today. haha i guess it was pretty alright. we still managed rather okay without Mrs Aw. Priscilla Chan, no more swaying please!

Prelims Are Coming
super duper crap! :(
i'm majorly freaking out now. the only subjects i can remember revising quite a bit is emath & amath! & history. oh maaan i need to start on my sciences! sometimes i seriously wish i have less than 8-9 subjects. 9 is counting social studies as a sub on its own. rawr.

God, i need You. i'm gna trust. put that faith again.

hence, i will continue to finish up my quadratic functions. AHHH DIFFERENTIATION & INTEGRATION. i got to start attempting them from tml onwards!

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watching the String Ensemble have their sec4 farewell makes me wonder about mine. i really wonder what "big plans" cherry has. hahah thats all i know of it. i wonder how it would be like to permanently leave this cca. i wonder how i'll feel next friday. hmm well i guess life has to go on, & somehow good things will always come to an end one day.

at least, one good thing that will never end, & will go on forever & ever, is eternal life with my Father (:

You, you are changing the world
One little heartbeat at a time
Making history with every touch and every smile
Oh, you, you may not see it now
But I believe that time will tell
How you, you are changing the world
One little heartbeat at a time

haha you!(: thanks for everythingggg.

2008-07-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

hahahaahaaa. i just did my reflections. i didn't know i had so much to say :D ah well.

YOU are pretty annoying. okay. majorly annoying. i'm sorry i keep ranting this out. BUT REALLLY AHHHHHHH. thank you to those few people who withstood my ranting heh :D it was during that halfhour. whoever i saw/talked to heard all about it. HAHA! ah well well well.

& YOU! sorry, i just got reminded of you. sigggggh. what nonsense. tsktsk. its quite amusing that you hate me. nah, for once. i don't really care.

thank God, that no matter how many sigh people there are, there's always friends! :)

full dress rehersal tomorrow! aiyo, i still don't get why we must wear our costume again :/

2008-07-21T16:44:00.007+08:00

MG Symphony 08
haha okay, so! last night was MG Symphony 2008! okay we were a littleee pissed off because they used a really old photo of us, & there were certain errors in our writeup but OH WELL.

yeah i really really really thank God for the pretty much successful day. from the start till the end! though there were a little bit of screw ups here & there when we were up there performing, they werent major & everyone still loved it. & everyone included ourselves! :D man i've never been so proud of all of you before! i don't know about Mrs Soo, perhaps she expects perfection but this is really good enough for me. our hard work (dunno how many hours) really did pay off :D the process of achieving it wasn't really horrible, perhaps a bit of physical pain, but i'm really glad all of you worked really hard for it :) its certainly not my credit at all. its all of you, who worked together so really hard, & glory be to God of course (: without Him, we are nothing at all. & i'm really glad we took time off to pray a couple of times as one big group together (: whoohooo we rock tons :D we're the most bonded group, the most independent group & the happiest group around that night! (:

i'm quite sure you all know, this is a super major improvement from last year so YES GOOOOD JOB you lovely people! (: (are we beating the 2006 standard? haha)

ahhh i totally love you guys man (: heh. oh yes the day was pretty interesting but i'm currently not very free to explain it all here. yeah & thank you to the audience who appreciated our performance! & alllll the people who came down to support :D i hope we didnt disappoint you & your 15bucks! yesyes thank you to my family, Ms Sim & Ms Or, ziteng, david (& friend), church people, lipin emma jasmine charis cherie jieyi, yaaaaan, Ms Kek, rui petty sandra jane pauline & whoever else i missed out! OH YES. hahaha Mrs Yeo! wow i havent seen you for the longest time! really pleasant surprise to seee you thereee (:

okay perhaps i'll say a bit.
getting everyone & everything safely on the bus was a teeny bit hectic,
we were as usual majorly concerned about food & eating every free time possible,
full dress was great,
LAOSHI MADE ME VANDELIZE (sp?) the STAGEEE. & then she told me "nevermind" in chinese of course,
there was no time for tech run,
our holding room was the biggest hohoho & we came up with ingenious temperory changing rooms,
we gave 3cheers for the strings who were making a wholeee lot of noise next door,
gail wanted to sue kfc for giving us stomachaches,
laoshi wanted us to stupidly stand in the cargo lift & wait for it to go up to the backstage just before our turn,
performance was pretty much awesome (OUR MARTS & PLUCKS CAME ON TIMEE!),
we spent plenty of time camwhoring,
the sec3s & below spent alot of time experimenting with make up while the sec4s slept/did physics/assisted with the makeup (i was the physics one, pris was the sleeping one & yeah isabel is the other one),
cherry was the one sharing all the major crazy, hectic, fun moments with me (HAHA LOVE YOU WOMAN! :D)
we concluded that we love laoshi (ms neo)
cherry & i had to carry 2 bunches of flowers to backstage & we gave them names: charles & caroline, sunny & lucy! :P
we were obviously the most bonded & happiest group :DDD
we spent alottt of time outside aft the performances talking & taking pics with everyone we knew!

MGhandbellchoir Committee 2008! <3>isaaabel & i :D

SENIORS!:D (wow i miss you guys so much!) rui, me, jane, sandra, petty & random priscilla :D

haha more pictures another day. OR, they might be slowly put up on the handbells blog. yeah we gotta get pictures from like everyone. i think my phone camera sucks. cherry's one nicer haha!

the most joyous, thankful, best night ever (:

there's tech run tml for founder's & full dress on wednesday. pooof. my life can never get more busy. & THERE'S EMATH MOCK PAPER & I'M SUPER TIRED SO GOODBYE!

2008-07-21T00:00:00.005+08:00

i know that this is totally late, & i shouldnt even be awake at this hour but i can't really help it you know. hahaha yes i'm really wondering how am i gna survive tml! tech rehersal tml also. thats good & bad haha. yeah so yes i JUST HAVE TO VOICE THIS OUT :D

MG HANDBELL CHOIR 2008

TOTALLY ROCKED THE

SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL

ON THE 20TH JULY 2008

AT MG SYMPHONY 08!

:DDDDD

the happiest night (:

more tml/later

2008-07-18T23:20:00.003+08:00

Before 12midnight, Happy 16th! (:

thats to charis faaaaaaan! :D

hahaha i promise present really soon! when i eventually have time after church. & thats not gna happen this coming sunday so yeah :/ ah well. thanks for everything & hmm! aiya other stuff in your present lah :D

yep now you're 16. its time you act like one. number1 lesson is to learn from ME :D since i've got 4months of advanced training hehehehe

i really really really wanna put up some brilliant pictures of that mad woman but HMM, i'll be nice! HAHA I'LL PUT THEM UP NEXT YEAR :DDDDD

ah well. today was our last practice. i guess everyone's pretty tired out? yeah do rest well on sat night okay! & so i call this pre-concert jitters. the practice where everything goes wrong. hmm.

JOY CHUA! YOU. better memorize all your notes by sunday. can do it one okayyyyyy! jiayou jiayou (:

GLENDA CHONG. hahahaa one day i really need to talk to you in private man. but yeah anyway, seriously, don't panic so much for potc! just play. not like you can't play. have more self confidence dear girl!

CARMEN LIM. HAHAHAHA you're so funny la. which reminds me. i'm so gna post that picture i took today :D

practicing with my juniors is really fun :) hahahah gosh i'm gna miss all of them so so much!

okay so today during training group joychua & carmenlim like totally panicked cus they havent exactly memorized their scores. as your cca member, i'll say tsktsktsktsk. as your president, i'll say WHAAAAAAAAAT?! ~~I'M SO GNA KILL YOU TWO IF YOU HAVENT MEMORIZED BY TODAY!~~ hahahaa & i'll also get down to practicing with you guys since i'm playing beside you two. hahaha yes that 14year old girl (carmen) could still tell me that she left with 2 pages not memorized..

Tiffany: WHAT YOU HAVENT MEMORIZED FINISH ALSO?!

Carmen: hehe. 2 more pages 2 more pages!

Tiffany: -.- hellllllllooooo we have like 2days to the concert!

Carmen: hahah yes! 1 day 1 page!

oh dear. sometimes i'm quite convinced the whole choir is a whole lot madder than what we appear to be in front of others :P

yes & then cus we were practicing in the storeroom, the fan kept blowing away the scores. & carmen, HAD to use this very useful tool in keeping the score secure on the table.

hahaha yessss! so hilarious don't you think :D then later on the sec3s came & so did isabel. & then isabel kindly informed us that we could go eat the food leftover from the RYC thingyyy. hehehehe so quite obviously we all happily ran off to eatt! :D yes thats our fav pasttime :)

2008-07-17T22:42:00.003+08:00

I am so tired I am not going to do anymore history.
I am going to be historical at this rate :D

eeyer history is driving me nutty nuts nuts! :(
i have different history assignments all over my table.
putting that aside, today was quite a productive day :D though i thought the day in school went pretty slowly. ahaha survey time was pretty fun though. yep.

tml's finally friday! ahhhh.

oh well, me shall go zzzz really soon. today was nicely cool, i went home by a different way today! :DDD

2008-07-15T19:54:00.002+08:00

i feel like grace. qoute her: i'm so tired, i could sleep.
hahaha! crazy girl who's the only one who can come up with such nonsense (:

anyhow, i'm really exhausted. ):
i wish to do, nothing.

so so so so many things going on! man & the upcoming tuesday's emath mock paper is so anticlimax :/

ah well anyway i will sleep early tonight. i feel like i'm falling sick but i can't!!! my sister had to fall sick a few days ago. ):

chem remedial, thurs' publicity thingy, friday's practice, collecting money for nglipin, leading Bible study on sunday, concert, emath mock paper, all the rehersals for founder's, founder's day, seeing lipin in her dressss at my house!, heartsaflame, combined service on 27th (come come come!!), prefect's installation. study study study study studyyyyyyyyy. & then prelims.

gah. tml will be dedicated to studying.

okay, i'm off to shower, drag myself to email the teachers again, do a bit of homework & then SLEEP. zzzzzzz.

God, help me through the week.

(oh listening was.... hard ): last year's one alottt easier no fair!)

2008-07-14T18:38:00.004+08:00

Dear friends of Lipin,

Donate to:

Buy-Lipin-A-Dress-For-Founder's-Day-Dinner-Fund!

want to see dear ng lipin wearing a dress on founder's day dinner? (a precious sight indeed, since she has never worn a skirt or dress before! cept for school u la) then help to donate to the fund! minimum would be $1, maximum would be whatever you can! all donations to be handed to tiffany (who's managing the money with a notebook & a nice green envelope) by friday please! on sunday the wonderful escorts of Lipin by the name of Charis Fan, Emma Pang, perhaps Diane Ong & Cassie Ang would be bringing her to shop for her long awaited dress!

We hope to raise about $100. Thank you for your kind support! (: & spread the message!!! :D

hehe :P so exciting man! too bad i'm not going for founder's day dinner. but nah there's always the camera! hahaha & its exciting enough to be collecting the money! even Mrs MM Lim donated 2bucks hahahaaha :D yay!

okays me gotta go for tuitoin now. remember to spread the news & donate if you can/want!

2008-07-13T15:29:00.006+08:00

okay i have alot of overdue things to post here because i've been realllyyyy busy these past few days! trying to keep up with my studying schedule, cca, school & whatever else.

so here's a very happy

BELATED 18TH BIRTHDAY TO YAN/CHERMAINE/BESTEST COUSIN/ ~~BIG PRO~~ & JANE LUA/TIFFANY'S LOVELY SENIOR(: / FRIENDLY RUBBISH BIN/ 05TREASURER!

whoohoo 2 18th birthdays at one go on friday! you see i kept wanting to wish you two & sms you two days before your birthday. & then on the day itself.. i forgot. hahahahaa! oppppsy. maybe it was monica's fault. okay it wasn't. but yes! sorry for forgetting so here's the belated one! better to be late than never! (:

friday after handbells (which was pretty good), priscilla monica & i went out to seoul garden yay! it was lots of fun :D hehehe finally for once i have suceeded in planning a 100% surprise party! monica always foil my plan one ): so yes! hahaa! just that my mum gave me a very old matchbox which couldnt work & hence priscilla couldn't light up the matchstick. heh go to monica's blog to see the video! funny funny :)

i was reminded again & again (because i keep forgetting) that that was the last time i'll be seeing that girl till the 12th nov which is the last day of Os! hahahaaha bahhhh. my dear monica lee, have a very safe trip back to melb, remember to miss me as always, study hard & get into melb uni, continue to trust God & have ever growing faith & i'll see you on the 12th!!! at the airport hopefully :D hurry go pack your stuff & don't forget anything when you leave for the airport tonight hahahaa :)
:) whee we took this while walking down the slope after handbells heh.

i realized that recently quite a few people have found my blog & they never tagggggg ): hahahaa oh well. stephanieeeee my blog is not exactly that random okay! hahaah but as you said, it beats being emo. haha :D
you're making everyone tired & annoyed. i'm disappointed cus you're so annoying & literally insane.

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My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

mood: thoughtful.

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2008-07-12T14:07:00.003+08:00

How Can I Keep From Singing
There is an endless song
Echoes in my soul
I hear the music ring

And though the storms may come
I am holding on
To the rock I cling

How can I keep from singing Your praise
How can I ever say enough
How amazing is Your love
How can I keep from shouting Your name
I know I am loved by the King
And it makes my heart want to sing

I will lift my eyes
In the darkest night
For I know my Savior lives

And I will walk with You
Knowing You'll see me through
And sing the songs You give

I can sing in the troubled times
Sing when I win
I can sing when I lose my step
And fall down again
I can sing 'cause You pick me up
Sing 'cause You're there
I can sing 'cause You hear me, Lord
When I call to You in prayer
I can sing with my last breath
Sing for I know
That I'll sing with the angels
And the saints around the throne

i cannot remember if i posted this song before. but yes, its a very sweet song & i'm determined to live out the lyrics. by faith (:

hope has not vanished, because Christ is real, & He will make a way. in times of despair, there's still Him! so jiayou everyone, we can do this! never ever give upppp! or i'll be really sad ):

By His strength (:

oh well. more later! hahaha yesyes after i'm done with my studying.

2008-07-10T22:21:00.004+08:00

Eeyer

hahah today was an okay day. i think teachers are misunderstanding us quite a bit these days. its getting a bittt sian. hahahahaa sigh.

oh but after school was totally fun! hahaha i love you guys man! & yes yes i'm uploading the video now!

& then when i was heading home, i felt squashed like a...squash? hahah yah but anyway what to expect of 171. i was pretty determined to stand at the door so that i won't have to "excuse me" my way through to the exit. i have this strange phobia of the door closing & going on before i actually get out! hahaha okay i have weird phobias with public transport okay i dont know why. thats not the only one but ANYWAY, i was just hanging on to the pole in case i start knocking into people hahahaaa i have terrible inertia. yes & then when i reached my busstop & when the door open my first thought was "HUH HOW COME GOT PUDDLES OUTSIDE & ITS LIKE.. RAINING??!!!" yeah heavy rain that i didnt know was falling till the door opened! i'm pretty sure i'm NOT SLOW because when the door opened the previous stops it wasnt raining okay. it was such a genuine surprise okay. hahahah yes & then my phone signal/network HAD to die on me 30sec aft i got off the bus. & so i was like AHHHH. cus i couldnt contact home or anywhere. hahaha i think i must have looked as if i was dancing around the busstop trying to get signal somehow! bleah so i was stuck at the busstop for almost half an hour & the rain kinda stopped. hahahaah but it was thundering & its really only during times like these you wish you were shorter hahaha. then chance of getting strike by lightning lesser! hahaha so i almost ran all the way home. pooof. no fun with a heavy school bag.

hmm i have no idea why was i hehehehe-ing when i finally reached home! okay whatever :D

yes i thought tonight would be a relatively peaceful night but no tiffany has been proved wrong!

1. remember there's PE tml
2. send video to charis & lipin
3. send photos to roxanne
4. do school rules quiz!
5. MEMORIZE SCORES!

grah. why do i keep forgetting to memorize scores. bleah. i better do it real soon!

2008-07-09T22:10:00.002+08:00

Trigonometry

hahaha heard the trigo joke? probably not, unless you're fan or pang. :D

what will happen when you ask a tree to go & do something related to math?

TREEGO! (trigo)

HAHAHAHAAA. okay whatever, i'm amused with myself :)

ah well, today was a rather productive day but i dont feel like blogging much. except that i did amath & chem, & now starting on history! hahaha i'm gna zzzz soon though (:

hmm, everything's coming sooner than i expected it to be. monica leaving, this friday :D, next friday :D, MG Symphony, emath mock paper, all those founder's day rehersals, founder's day, heartsaflame, PRELIMS.

blah. i'm going to eeeeeeeeeeek. hahahahaaa. nah God will make a way! :D i'm muggging alright okay! ~~oh yes, i somehow shit more when its approaching exam time~~

& soon, the time in mg is going to be over. OH NO.

HAHA OKAY HISTORY TIMEEEEEEE. before Mrs Pandian kills me tml. somehow, i never did that sbq so yes i'm off to do it now!(:

2008-07-07T13:54:00.004+08:00

You Shall Reign, Glorious

you know what i enjoy doing most?

eating. hahaah kidding. yes but thats a good thing to do. rather pleasant.

i enjoy listening to different Christian songs, soaking in the presence of God, being surprised by Him, doing my quiet time.

its good to be alone with Him only at times, just seeking Him out. kinda refreshing (: i like.

hahaha i like being around with people too! & being veryvery busy hahahaaa. i love being around with Christians as well, encouraging each other, praying with each other, sharing with each other, worshipping together. hahaah Charis Fan! wednesday wednesday! :D

hmm. life, is about living it to the fullest. not only that, but living it the way God wants it to be lived.

oh yes. i love handbells too :) :) :) :) eh anyone else wants tickets?!?!

Happy Youth Day! for some reason, it didnt occur to me that this is my last one. IS IT???? aw man ):

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HAHA tiffany, you rock your own socks :D

if there's any homework due tml, you DIE. cus all you did was revision this weekend!
hahaha i detest homework. leave me alone with my revision!
oh well, i did chinese listening reeevision today :P
guess guess guess!

diediediediedie i hope i survive tml. but then again, tml no sciences so shouldnt be that horrible.

hahaha.
lets talk about something intellectual. like, toilet matters. :D
something that we dont discuss very often, but you know it can be quite meaningful! hehe

priscilla just reminded me that we suppose to memorize scores HAHAH OH NO DIE! i forgot.

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2008-07-05T23:15:00.002+08:00

haha i don't know why, but i wish i could just get a hug from you right now. i wish i could cry everything out. oh well.

trust God tiffany, trust God.

its nice to be loved. & to know that you are loved eh. :)
hahaaha okay i know God loves me! & everyone should know that applies to all of you too!

2008-07-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

Oceans Will Part
tiring day today. oral was um, funny & tramautizing. i just hope i did decently well! somehow, i have high expectations of myself when it comes to english. cca was okay, just that we still need to work harder! dinner with charis fan, hahaha she's so weird la okay!

& then something not nice happened :(

ohwell. PRELIMS ARE COMING. it just hit me so hard :( hence, i really will mug super hard from tml onwards. no, i will not screw up my prelims as i did for midyears. haha okay did i screw up my midyears? i don't know.

decisions of the future messes my brain up. me don't like. oh God, take control.

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done

Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

2008-07-03T22:45:00.004+08:00

Chinese Oral

hahaha you know what? i'm just going to thank. thank God for bringing me through :) yes Lord. no matter what happens, i'm at peace. i WILL praise Your name whatever happens.

okay, so youth olympics came out. SHEESH! that was the last topic that i wanted to come out! aiyoyoyooo.

here's a note to all the Cs! HAHA!

Cheryl Clarissa Cassie! CHEEEEER UP YES! remember what i said! God loves you!(: nothing much you can do now, except just believe that somehow He will make a way yeaaa. love you girls! (:

& to the Crazy Charis fan riceyrice! hahahahaa remember that God loves you too! which means that He will never forsake nor leave you! that also means that He will make your paths straight & all you need to do is firmly believe that(: love you friend & remember to smile that genuine smile of yours!

hmm oh yes thanks to all the dearest friends who encouraged & became cheeena suddenly today hahaha! (:

thanks to diane ong, i'm getting freaked out for tml's english prelim oral! ahhhhh man & she just showed me some super mean/sad/inhumane/disgusting video clip & i'm sooo disturbed right now! :( gaaaah, that girl is one funny girl. she's trying to come up with lame excuses of not doing her amath/emath homework. always you know, tsktsk!:D

somehow, i can't remember taking this photo hmm

its not about just living the life you have. its about living life to the fullest. that's, the most fufilling things one can ever achieve

2008-07-02T19:15:00.005+08:00

Come Home Running

Oh heart of mine, why must you stray?
From one so fair you run away
And one more time you have to pay
The heaviness of needless shame

Oh heart of mine, come back home
You've been too long out on your own
And He's been there all along
Watching for you down the road

So come home running
His arms are open wide
His name is Jesus
He understands
He is the answer
You are looking for
So come home running
Just as you are

Oh child of God so dearly loved
And ransomed by the Savior's blood
And called by name, "daughter" and "son"
Wrapped in the robe of righteousness

today was such a sleepy day. :/ not very good aha.

Chinese O Level Oral tomorrow! o.O thats scary. hahaah i just had tuition & we were doing different possible conversation topics. & all i can conclude is:

try translating your whole geography essay question into chinese.

that aint thaaat easy :(

hahaha likeeee, whats diversifying economy? ah well (:

I JUST HOPE I UNDERSTAND WHAT THE EXAMINER IS GOING TO SAY.

God, grant me the strength!

oh well, all the best to everyonee(: remember that He loves you & is in control of everything!

i need to stop wearing my specssss hehehe. & i think my face got rounder! oh no! hahahaa i will not turn into a grace, but i really think that! hahahaa!

after school today. i spent a great deal of the time laughing my head off. sigh teachers sometimes say strange things that dont make very much sense at that moment. & then when we try to figure out the reason & motive behind such requests, it gets hilaaarious :D

its moments like these you never wanna forget, & that makes you never wanting to leave your dearest school.

i feeel like posting pictures again today :)

yesterday yesterday. which is basically, monday. hahaha sigh that was so super slack studying day. because i got 100% annoyed with trigo, i started taking pictures of like, everything. haha sighhh :( i'll never do that again! but while it lasted, it was pretty amusing :)

last picture is by someone super duper random, thank you very much. we are not extra no matter what you think pleeease! :D

-
to several people.

cheeer up you!(: hahaah smileeee alright! God's always there for you, when no one else is! hahah & yess you always have me! hahahaa yepyep. love you :DDD

you are too strange to comprehend.

& for you? hahahaa thank you loads :D you don't know how much you brighten up everyday, you just do :) hahaha.

end. (this has been a long post)

2008-07-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

Drawaphy

oh man i'm super zzzz now :( so hence i'm feeling ultra stone while typing this out.

stone. shi tou. rock. sediments. HAHAHA what am i typing here.

anyway, i'm on a unseen mission to become a pig! brilliant tiffany, brilliant. you've been eating too much. of like the same food! terrible fattening food hahaa!

laksa on monday & tuesday

old chang kee curry puff on monday & tuesday.

whoohoo, go tiffany.

(i tell you i'm feeling ultra stone now)

my brain ain't functioning for sensible stuff.

currently i'm waiting for ms ng lipin to send me the pictures, considering if i should bug monica for the pictures, listening to my awesome music, wishing to play on the keyboard now, wishing i had scores to learn, thinking of the 238092830things i need to do asap, thinking about alot of stuff, & of course. typing this out right now :)

ANYONE ELSE WANNA SUPPORT TIFFANY FOR 20TH JULY! YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO MANNN (:

& i finally figured how come i have extra $5 in the envelope. because! szewing paid me 20 the other time ahahaa.

okay. i will end here. & perhaps blog about something more meaningful. IF I HAVE THE TIME :)

oh btw, you see my header. thats how our dearest geog teacher pronounces geography. hahaha Ms Tham you rock, so far you're the only good geog teacher that has no pronounciation issues :D hehhee i miss you as our geog teacher!

issues tissues bleahssues OKAY ME WILL END HERE. before i ramble on any further!

oh. i got booked today. hahaha for being late for assembly. hopefully they remove the booking! like at least 50 people were late la. & practically the whole staffroom. ahahaha & apparently, there was only 5-8 girls down at the 4S position. hehee. oh well.

for friendships made & pleasures shared.

It's all Yours, God
My life is Yours, my heart is Yours
My hands and my feet are Yours
Every song that I sing
It's all Yours, all is Yours
All belongs to You
Our gifts are Yours, God
All our dreams are Yours, God
All our plans are Yours, God
The whole earth is Yours, God
Everything is Yours

2008-06-29T21:06:00.005+08:00

Sentosa with Smiles (: ; Happy 16th!

hahah yeah! we went to sentosa todayyyy. super duper fun :D i shall painfully do a recount of today hmm.

okay! so after sunday school, we went to toast box at vivocity to eat breakfast. hahaha sigggh la i dont mean to get annoyed but aunty christine is amazing. i think she was practicially ~~talking~~ interrogating us about everything for that 1hour plus! hahahaha sigh i still don't like it when people ask me what i wanna do aft Os. i only know i wanna go poly. as for course? hahaha don't bother me about it. at the moment. okay fine i'm just not comfortable if people who aren't that close (like adults) ask. so yes.

met up with the whole group.. yes almost the whole group yay!(: i think we left for sentosa a littleeee late. hm so yes. i'll say that the guys in my group are super duper retarded can! hahaha i think there were 10guys. yeaaah. they got sooo fascinated with the "big hole". which was basically the contruction site for the IR! yes we'll refer to the big hole later. (:

found a spot at the siloso beach. because of our super gu niang (i'm serious) guys who kept insisting on sitting in a shady spot, we finally found a shady spot! ahahah & yea we saw glenda's group (who seemed as if they were stoning at the beach in a circle) as well! played polar bear which was retarded. ahah then it started raining ): headed to the pavilion where we played indian poker. oh yes chris left like around that time. hahaha sad case la he (: kept whining that he was the dumbest person on earth to not bring an extra change of clothes to sentosa HAHA. ah well you had to leave early anyway so it didnt really matter! hahaha yes Max ended up being the loser for indian poker & his terrible forfeit was to go pick up the ball/frisbee everytime it ends up far far away ahahahaa. poor guy, he kena bullied alot today!

played captain's ball, frisbee, & soccer. HAHA soccer! they just made the goal this space between 2 trees & if you score a goal, it would obviously fly out into the sea! (that, was the hidden motive!) hahahaa & so, we were like just kicking the ball into the goal. & the funny thing was that andrew was being the "goal keeper" & then suddenly like far far away down there you see another goal keeper ready! HAHAHA Max! ah well(: oh then we punctured the poor new ball we bought in the morning cus some smart person went to kick it really high & then it hit the sharp end of those signboards on the beach hahaa! so yes, byebye ball :/

lunch was awesomely nice!(: hahaaha i dont know how we came to the topic of same sex relationship HAHAHAA. but yeah, anyway it was during this time when i have no idea who had this grand idea of DIGGING A HOLE IN THE BEACH! HAHAHAA. at first only Max, Gabriel & David were super keen on digging the hole, so the rest of us wandered somewhere else. then deborah & i decided that digging a hole was more fun so we went back! hahahah mannn they were like dogs! but it was really fun. Gabriel had a pleasant time digging & rolling around the sand. haahah. anyway! here are certain qoutes from me deborah melissa max gabriel & david!

"what if the whole sentosa collapse because of this?"
" haha we'll get sued man!"

"lets make it big until we can sit in it & play cards!"

"OH LOOK! A TOY SPADEE!" (we found it buried in the sand)
"HAHAH A GIFT FROM GOD!"

"EH PEOPLE! the hole aint getting rounder! its just getting longer!!!>:( "

"ah, lets have shifts!"

:D okay then aft awhile everyone joined the digging. or rather, vincent & the rest starting burying Max's slippers & wallet! terrible. hahaha & he only realized it like 10min later. oh maan haha!

& THEN! the major dunking session started! poor max, he was the first unsuspecting one to go in! hahaahaa oh yeah, here's one major statement that he kept telling everyone.

"i can't get wet! if i do, i need to take out my underwear first cus i didnt bring extra!"

HAHAHAAH. but oh well. he still went in. & then he came out saying "the sea's so salty!" hahaah then everyone slowly got dunked. most of them fought trying to push the other one down. but gabriel & adriel's the best. gabriel was standing at the top.. very far from the sea, & then like 4 guys grabbed one limb each & like literally dragged him down to the sea! hehe & being gabriel, he just smiled his whole way down HAHAHA. yeah & adriel HAHAH. they did about the same thing to him. but like as they were really near the sea one of them shouted "eh wait does he have anything in his pocket??" & hence began the 10sec of searching through & touching his pants if got anything! (like while still holding on to him HAHA) they looked as if they were robbing him la!

as for deborah, andrewkhan just pushed her down into the water. & for melissa haahaha! max & andrewfok were standing behind her then they just pushed her into the sea. wah the two of them got deafening screams!

as for me? hahaahah they are all super blur la. all of them were like sitting in the water & i was the only one standing up. & they took superlong to realize only my legs were wet.

"eh tiffany is still dry!!"
"REALLY?????"
"NEVERMIND NEVERMIND I'LL GO DOWN MYSELFFF!!!"

anyhow, andrewkhan still kept splashing me with water. hahah & sadly we didnt manage to get dom boohoo :( he kept out of the way man! haha!

(wow this is such a long post!)

aft that we went to bathe. hhaah the girls are so smart. melissa & i forgot to bring plastic bag, deborah didnt bring her towel & we all forgot shampoo or soap HAHA! :D met the guys at 7-11 after that. hahaha & then david insisted then i had to mix my drinks when i was getting my big glup! hahah FINE so i had coke + 100plus! quite okay la (:

left sentosa after that. HAHAH we were all attempting to speak in chinese since all our Olevel & Alevel chinese oral was coming up. oh man we suck la :D hahaahhaa. well what to expect!

"whats singapore flyer in chinese?"
"uhh xin jia po fei?"
"HAHAH EXACTLY! thats what i said for my chinese oral!"

yeah then after that, the guys were being uber gay & trying to speak chinese with the hk accent. hahaah they decided to go shoppping. ahahahaha

"wo men qu SHOPPING ba!"

hahaha sigh -.- deb & i walked around vivo & we spent a greeeaaat deal of time trying to find carl's jr cus we wanted to say hi HAHA! met monica, sarah, ziteng they all there & monica kept insisting that i eat her fries. hahahahaa stupid la she, she put an end to the one-hour-of-speaking-in-chinese deb & i had cus she say she rather not hear me speak ): fine! ahhaha aft that we walked around a bit more then we went homeee (:

wah my legs are uberuber tired! :( all the hole digging! haha!

ahwell. i'm falling in love with the This Moment CD! really niceeee (:

& here's 3 pictures i have of them digging. i stopped digging to take this photo! that was like only at the beginning. i think adriel has a pic of a later stage. ahhaa! yes i was using my phone here & then while we were playing with the sand & water. now i think my phone a bit kuku alr. maybe sand went in! some buttons quite hard to press ): grrr.

He's got a Bible and a megaphone standing on the corner
And everybody's saying he's crazy
Well does he really think anybody wants to hear what he has to say
He's not screaming at anybody in fact he says
It's a love story that he's trying to tell them

And he knows he may look a little strange
But he just smiles and says that's okay
'Cause you know sometimes love makes you
Act that way

And it's crazy when love gets a hold of you
And it's crazy things that love will make you do
And it's crazy but it's true
You really don't know love at all
'Til it's making you do
Something crazy

(part of) Something Crazy -Steven Curtis Chapman (:

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY GRACE LEEEE <3 i love you lots, & so does God! remember that forever eh! hope you had a happy day (: (: (:

2008-06-28T19:33:00.004+08:00

Outings, Thoughts & Such

hmm so we went to seoul garden! hahaha it could have been better. DINNERTABLEGANG & MGHANDBELLCHOIR2006 WE MUST GO ONE DAY! <3

& after seoul garden, guess who i met up with! Monica Lee hahaa yay! (: but a visit to the toilet before meeting her was in order. hahaha sigh today i pee so much la :(

..why am i telling people such things.

okay so we met outside starbucks at marina square because i was feeling lost & that was the nearest shop that was easily recognizable to people! hahahaa & yes! that girl seems to know where is alot of places & all more than me. hehehe, & guess who's the one that has been staying on this island since january :P

hahaha yeah that girl was complaining of the heat alottt haha! :D better get used to it soon! somemore going sentosa tml ah. haha! hmm but yea basically we talked alot, just like as we did last time, visited marina bay & whined about not being able to go for the actual ndp or any previews in fact, went to PS to look for my sis present & then we went to starbucks for coffeee whoohoo :D monica was highly shocked at the sizes of cups

Monica: WHY are the cups so small! i thought that was like some kids size la!

Tiffany: uhh. we're in singapore now dear girl, not aussie HAHA!

you've gotta realize things are very different there hahahaah ;)

anyway, very nice time spent with her again :) it seems ages but then again not ages. hahaha not like sometimes when you dont meet someone for ages & then when you finally meet that person, its almost like meeting a stranger. maybe its also thanks to msn eh :D haha! anyway, visit soon! & after Os, GO OUT AGAINNNN! <3

popped by trumpet praise to collect This Moment Special Edition (steven curtis chapman) WHOOHOO :D too bad yan couldnt make it ): get well soon yeah! hahahaha its really nice. ARGH I WANNA GET THE SONGBOOK. HMPH I DONT CARE, I WANNA GET IT TML! hahahahaa chris i want my 10bucks back! then i'll have more $$$$$!

& yan, we must meet up. i need my $$$$ tooo! otherwise ah, sigh i dunno how ;(

the songbook better be there. if not, i'll flip...

hahaha i keep saying "i'll flip" recently. hahahaha amusingg :)

LOVEMG08

haha i'll say God's presence was really there! during worship & sermon. His presence was so great, i was totally awed. singing the songs really made me cry & that has never happened before. even though i sang those songs a thousand times. yeah, it was His power, not the songs, but Him. really Him. sermon was awesome & funny :) hahah i think i'm observing sermons alot more, since adriel keeps telling us how to conduct Bible study & sermon! haha but wow, inspiring speakers do really well! i'm amazed (: hmm yes.

do you know how amazing God is? very amazing. He actually uses one sermon to deliver so many different kinds of messages to different people. for me, i never expected to get such an encouraging meaning. nope i didnt go up for alter call, but seeing people go up for alter call really did make me cry. God spoke, He really did. it was as if both of us were watching the crowd of people going up there together & He was telling me something. wow, what He told me was amazing. right there & then, i knew my destiny was going to be amazing, because He's going to use me, somehow. i don't know how yet, but i'm gna trust(:

words of the songs we sang were so extremely powerful! okay yeah so i don't think i cried so much in such a long time. haha & oops i think people realized it oh no haha! no worries, i wasn't sad, i was too happy for words. i kept telling Him "God, use me."

hahah yeah alright, i think i really need to study! prelims coming up sooner than we all think, & i know that once again, i'm walking through it with Him. i encourage you to do so too! (: it suddenly makes exams seem like a totally different thing. hahaha.

And its all Yours, God, Yours, God
Everything is Yours
From the stars in the sky
To the depths of the ocean floor
And its all Yours, God, Yours, God
Everything is Yours
You're the Maker and Keeper, Father and Ruler of everything
It's all Yours

2008-06-28T13:11:00.002+08:00

Happy 13th

hahhaa so happy birthday tabitha teo. finally 13 eh. be good, & stop pms-ing so much! :D
grrrr i'm annoyed. i wanna leave the house now for lunch! but we can't, cus her dear friend aint here yet :(

more later(:

guess who i'm meeting later! :D

indescribable

2008-06-27T23:27:00.005+08:00

Indescribable

i'm glad i went for lovemg. really really.

as for mood right now. you read the header.

haha more tomorrow or something :)

God speaks.
thank You Lord (:

You are awesome in this place
Mighty God
You are awesome in this place
Abba Father
You are worthy of our praise
to You our lives we raise
You are awesome in this place
Mighty God

my eyes are pretty dried up now :/ urgh that after cry thingy is kinda annoying haha but neverminddd (:

(i'm being fickleminded again. i wanna change blogskin for no good reason!)

don't arh

2008-06-26T21:17:00.003+08:00

hahaha. i just wanna say i love my friends. lots :D

walking back home today, was thinking about stuff. & then it occured to me that there is so many simple things i can give thanks to God. like, putting me in mg, letting me go to church every sunday while some people can't. haha & yea, there's alot of thanksgiving. hence its only right to give back eh :)

anyway, impromtu sharing today. like seriously. i only thought of it during recess or something. & i didnt really plan exactly what i wanted to share. hahahaaa i sure hope it was alright! anyway, it was really encouraging.

bukit timah market with fan & grace after that. NICE FOOD! :D the two evil people kept making me go buy their drinks hahaha siggh. oh well. talked about alot of stuff. then the "dont arh" came out! hahahaa i realize its rather amusing. but just those 2 words, really mean a whole lot. to me.

so yes. remember your promise you two (: & thank you for today, & everything yeah :D

hmm. i wanna go for lovemg really. but i can't :( & it just hit me that MONICA LEE MEIYIN IS ACTUALLY COMING BACK TML! :D HAHAHAA! wow, i really havent seen you for literally months! ahh, & i figured that since them time i actually knew you, this is the first time i havent seen you for so super longggg. ah sad ): but oh well! you're coming back! hahaha coolios if we can meet on the 29th! & 28th! :DDDDD i really do miss you woman!

i wanna post lyrics. BUT, i can't decide which song i'm addicted to now cus all are so nice! :)

[edit]
songs move me, they inspire me. they make me go wheeeeee.

okay i decided to post this song :) veryvery nice.

You are the everlasting God
The everlasting God
You do not faint
You won't grow weary
You're the defender of the weak
You comfort those in need
You lift us up on wings like eagles

[/edit]

God cannot change your circumstances, but He can be with you, helping you overcome it. if you let Him. :)

he comforts those in need (:

2008-06-25T21:13:00.003+08:00

okay so today was an interesting day on a whole. & i do not know where to start & end.

alright. so highlight of the day was charis fan the strange ricee coming over! hahaha i just thought of mafan! & i shall take time to explain it. since ma is horse, & fan is charis, hence a horse & charis can't be put together cus there will be MAFAN! which in english means, trouble :DDDD

hahaha & that was thought of by the one & only ingenious uniquely me! :D

i digress.

okay. so she came over to study, talk, read the Bible & all :) really nice & refreshing. haha once again we should DO that more often! yeah we were watching something, that was really so powerful. God just totally used that. i dont know why, but once i heard it, i was like OKAY WHERE IS THAT VERSE! so yes, its really good to seek God. somehow, you don't really need to find what you're looking for. sometimes, it can just pop right in front of your face! thats how good & great our God is :)

charis gets names attracted to her. HAHA okay maybe they are all just from me. sounds like monica, just that monica gets names wherever she goes. ah well. today she got a new one. hahhahaha HELLLOOO ENEMY. i think we're quite good & peaceful ones hahaa!

okay i once again have 280913809things to do tonight. actually a few only, but they take such a long time to do ;( boohoo. oh well. at least one thing is FINALLY off my load yay! :DDDDD

2008-06-24T18:42:00.003+08:00

because i have so many things to do tonight,
i cannot be bothered to be pissed anymore
hahahaa the feeling's getting neutral anyway.

TODAYYYY...
I HAVE TO FINISH WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO BECAUSE WHATEVER I HAVE TO DO TML IS THE DEADDDDLINE

hence if i dont finish, i'll be super duper dead. wait, how dead can a person be?

make me proud please, not the other way round

[edit]

And friends are friends forever,
If the Lords the Lord of them.
And a friend will not say never,
cause the welcome will not end.
Though its hard to let you go,
In the Father's hands we know,
That a lifetimes not too long to live as friends.

very nice song. hahaah thats to all the dearest friends out there :) tiffany loves all of you lots! :)

AHH MONICA'S COMING BACK PRETTY SOOON :) :) :)

[/edit]

2008-06-23T20:09:00.002+08:00

school wasnt too bad. hahaha everyone kept saying & doing weird & lame stuff hahaa! like charis fan, who found great delight in telling people the charsiewpau joke while i invented the 3sciences thingy. & then i endured death stares but, nevermind. haha bah.

phoebe's so funny. she broke a finger on her right hand & somehow the whole hand all the way till after the wrist bandaged up. so she couldn't really write haha! so cool la, ms kek asked her if she needed a notebook (labtop) to type notes down during lessons. hehe lets all break something on our right hand! nah, i totally need my hands for cca haha!

chapel was great, the 40min spent with the principals as a cohort was pretty interesting too. hahahaa quite funny, when you try guessing they're motives for giving us the talk haha!

To Do List:
finish amath matrices revision
WRITE LETTER :D
find 2 verses
quiet time
email someone!

haha i'm pretty determined to finish them all by today! :) so wheee.

back to school

2008-06-22T22:57:00.002+08:00

my goodness. i think i forgot how to pack my bag.
ahaahahaa so i suck big time :D
heh i've been feeling really random these few days.. esp today haaa!
okay nevermind ignore me :)

current thought: i'm hungry!

2008-06-22T14:37:00.002+08:00

a quick peek at trumpet praise has been.. insightful

conclusion: tiffany's inspired to save money! $$$$
:)
then, i can get alot of things that will make me doubly happy.

ha ha ha.

(should i go for lovemg this friday?)

2008-06-21T18:49:00.003+08:00

oh my so cool!!!!
has the ndp previews started? i think so!

(haha i'm being retardedly excited at the moment so bear with me :P)

super loud fighter planes (or whatever planes you call them) flew over my house area hahah & its SOOOOO LOUDDDD! sounded like.. very loud thunder combined with fireworks. hahaah & the TREES. they were swaying & bending to one side while the planes flew over. hahaha coolio!

okay i THINK its the ndp thingyy :/ heh. anyway, its a saturday! &, its less than 10saturdays till national day.

GAH. TIME FLIES.

[okay back to amath]

2008-06-21T15:40:00.003+08:00

east coast today. hahaa nice end to my holidays. :)
we didnt cycle to changi village though :( sad. the aunties didn't want to urggh.
next time, i'll go with different groups of friends :D heh more fun!
oh well, good time spent with family today too though :) :)

the miracle of the moment :)

term3. its gna be sad, exciting, happy, funny, stressful, scary! haha but i know that i will live each day with God, the One who controls everything. so yes, i choose to walk through all the days of my life with Him, for Him.

i wanna cycle somemoreee. :D i think i cycle really slowly though. aha. its called conserving your energy & enjoying everything around me. really relaxing hmm :)

i have a resolution for term3. SLEEEP EARLY EVERY WEEKDAY! :P

2008-06-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

okay since i'm in a better mood now cus we're going cycling tml wheeeeheeeeeee, i'll like to say that

practice (7 of them, total of about 56hours spent together) was quite way beyond awesome :) i really think we improved tons, & we bonded lots. haha got to spend time with people across all levels. hahaha thats the good thing about being small. when its a small group, you know everyone in the group, across all levels. unlike other ccas & performing arts. you tend to only know those in your section better or whatever you're in. hahaa.

i realize that ms fong cherry is always standing beside me for all the songs! ha amusing.

but yes, holiday practice was really good. i think quite a wee bit of time was spent with joy & glenda. haha funny people. & of course with about everyone i think. hhahaa.

whoohoo i think we bonded quite a bit as well! thats why all the more i'm feeling really sad that the sec4s are leaving pretty soon :( too little time spent with you guys man!

ah well, thank you to all of you! from sec1 all the way to sec4 :) :) wheee.

2008-06-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

today, reality struck.
i'll be out of this cca in 1month & 5days time.
:'(

this cca, has meant so super much to me. ever since 4years ago. yes i counted correctly. 4years ago. hahaaa but p6 i was sooo determined to get into handbells when i enter sec1. hahah though my determination didnt show as strongly as carmen's :P woah she was so scary man. like, havent even write out the list this ~~small~~ kid suddenly walked up & said "I WANT TO JOIN HANDBELLS" hahahaa for like 3sec prisci & i were speechless la! hahaha oh well, don't worry carmen, i still love you heh! :)

sigh, its just something really saddening. i know everyone can't wait to get out of their cca. but really, handbells IS more than a cca. & you don't know how much this year's group really means to me.

promise me we'll perfect the songs together, & get at least a GOLD next year okay?

meanwhile, treasure your time in handbells.

i really really thank God for giving me a chance for this position. its something i never really expected or aimed for from the very beginning. haha i remember telling myself all that matters is that i get into performing! okay no first was to pass the audition. next was to get to performing. hahaha yea i remember i was ultra scared. then suddenly ms sim called me on the phone hahah WHEE! :D

yes so i really really thank God for giving me this position, for my seniors who gave me the chance & encouraged me a whole lot on the way, the teachers who gave me the chance, to Ms Sim especially for encouraging so so so much even after you left :), for all of you, mghandbellchoir2008 for respecting me & priscilla as your leaders. you really made my 2008 shine :)

"well other than that, i'm quite glad to see that its quite a big improvement"
Mrs Aw

(hahah well i guess its compared to last year! cherryfong & i were discussing our current status of our songs, & we agreeed that right now our standard was the standard we played for last year's concert whoohooo!)

ahahaa so i'm in a moody mood now.. cus its so so sad! hence, i should burrow myself in my amath. & convince myself that studying for Olevels aint that bad without handbells as a relief. hahaha BLAH. i'll really miss of you!!!

oh maaaan, someone cheer me up! haha!

provider

2008-06-19T21:43:00.005+08:00

God provides :) He really does. all you need to do is to trust, surrender, put Him first.
& somehow, things will always become straight.

thats something i've been struggling at the beginning (of this year), & then learning. hahah yeah :) thanks to really awesome people along the way too! :)

like pauline said, its good to learn how to let go.
i guess i'm learning

i'm not perfect, no i'm not.

i'll say this again. God IS veryvery good. thats why i can spend days just in awe & thinking & thanking for everything. haha. we got to spend time to think sometimes, then will we come to thank.

do i really sound happy most of the time? is that good? haha i guess? now that was 3statements ending with a ?, this being the fourth?

thanks to pauline for yesterday :) i don't think we ever talked for so long before but it was good. haha i think you were really a good pres.. afterall you led the choir back to gold! of course, we give all credit back to Him. i forgot to ask though, how's melbourne? haha! thanks for the encouragement though, & actually for all the encouragements all these years. i remember for some weird reason i was highly afraid of you in the beginning. okay maybe thats just because you were sec4 hahaa! (:

yay yay yay yay szewing's buying a ticket from ME! whooohooooooo. now, i have ONE ticket left of my own! & then, plus dunno how many from the rest. ah well.

-

"you know, sometimes i feel as if i'm like.. herding a flock of sheep."
"yah yahhh!!! its like.. being a sheperd like thattt!"
"hahaha yeah, somemore they are all quite short heh"

-

i did a fair bit of physics today. i'm happy :) tonight i will do somemore amath !!!!
i will pass pass pass my amath for prelims hurrrr.

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hahahaa i must add this in. MY LIGIMENT/LIGAMENT IS GOING TO TEAR. ahaha after Mrs Aw put that horrible idea in our head, we're getting quite convinced that ours is going to tear quite soon! hahah seriously, i think the whole handbellchoir has never physically suffered that much together before. we're starting to use a whole load of plasters & cotton wool :) hahaah Mrs Aw says soon we can get the plaster brand to be our sponser HA!

so yea, my right hand is going to die soon. hence i've been stuffing alot of cotton wool in my gloves. hahaha joanne & glenda remember to bring more cotton wool & scotch tape to tape the cotton wool down! :) hahaha or else, you all will stop seeing me dying at BAR 140 onwards! cus then i can't play it anymore. ahhaha sigh. everyone's gna see my face screw up on the 20th.

i tell you, that $15 is worth it. all our bruises & all. hahah its crazy. Mrs Aw says since we're playing for 15minutes, its $1 per minute AHA!

(cherry you missed out awesome fun today!)

& i realized, so far this for 6practices, Mrs Aw never got mad. wheeeeeeee! =)

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2008-06-18T18:18:00.002+08:00

i'm becoming rather hyper at the moment, & i'm too lazy to rewrite the whole thing all over again.

therefore, just go to http://mghandbells.blogspot.com !!!! & remember to support tiffany alrigght :D heheheee. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.

today's practice was rather amusing. In the Mood is getting so so so so cool. trebles, you guys are awesome! hahaha funny moments today, some that i'll really never forget. which reminds me, i must upload the videos haha! :D

oh oh & sandra came today wheee! :) first outside person to get almost a full glimpse on what we're going to play on the 20thjuly! :) :) :)

20th july is a day definately worth waiting for :D

& i really thank God for that. He is the one who provides, i'm giving Him full credit for that! for bringing us through, bonding us, its really amazing. yes if not for Him, we are really nothing.

hahah i cannot get rid of that moment when roxanne started singing bar 65 & suatty & i were like WHAAAT????!!!! & cherry has a peculiar habit of slapping & clawing my back when she's in fits of laughter. strange girl :/ ah well. i'm really really proud of the mghandbellchoir08! :)

yay you guys make me so happy. LETS GO JAPAN IN 2010 HAHAHAHA :D oh man i really hope we can! like in august? mrs aw says she'll write letters to excuse us off school haha!

ahwell. i need to stop getting excited & FINISH AMATH. (:

2008-06-17T22:23:00.005+08:00

there are such terrible people in this world nowadays.

money extortion is bad bad BAD.

the world can only be a better place if people like ME exist! ;)

today was a better day. at least i was more clear on what i was doing. aha. in particular, amath.

i got nothing else to say, except that this saturday & the 29th is gna be so exciting!

& i'm in a middle of a CRISIS. oh no. hahahaaa.

since i have nothing else to say, here's a long time ago picture!

i miss those days :) now, i wonder if the other person in the picture remembers this! :D oh, i'll sure miss those swim meet days. to think that they are truly over.

-

"i know! lets use stickers!"
"..jieyi-ness"

2008-06-16T21:53:00.002+08:00

today was a rather stone day. due to certain reasons, sigh :(
but i forced myself to do amath & more amath.
& so today i did nothing but eat, amath, amath, more amath, thinking about 28301things & uh, go toilet? :)

i dunno, but my brain kept floating from one matter to another, very strange. hahaa. sigh. i will need to sleep early i think hehe

haha sigh so it was a neither very happy or very sad day. therefore it was a stone day! pebble day! sand day! gravel day! sediments day! aha i am going mad! xD

okay i think if i continue any further the paragraphs would be exactly like how my brain is functioning now.

the rest of the week will be a better week.

oh oh towards the end of the day someone randomly smsed me suddenly demanding to know my schedule, & uhm how much i got for my midyears??!!! the person very kindly refused to tell me why in the world was those info needed & when i finally found out i was like -.-. SIGH YOU AH. i got no words for you already. haha!

thursday is gna be a lovely day cus i get to go out at night for dinner WHOOHOO :D ALONE! okay, with my sister. ahh, the nice taste of freedom. my life has been getting very restricted i somehow i feel :( which is one of the reasons why i can't wait for Os to end. can go out more often to meet people & visit good places to eattt! :DDD

With Hope

2008-06-15T19:07:00.003+08:00

okay this song is too sweet to miss! the more i listen to it, the more i stare at the lyrics..

..just proves that we have a great God. to give us hope in dark times. & which person has never had dark times before?

i remember this song wasn't very significant to me last time. till recently, when it caught my eye again. so yea, its really good now. steven curtis chapman's songs never fail to amaze me! :) :) :) although sometimes his lyrics hardly rhyme, its still really lovely. after you listen to it a few times haha.

background info: this was meant for a friend of the chapman family who lost their child or something like that. & hmm God has great plans eh. now its so relevant for them. hahaa if you don't know what happened to them a few days before our chinese Os, then http://chapmanchannel.typepad.com/inmemoryofmaria/ :) hmm, really sad. must pray for them eh. she was such a sweet girl i can tell!

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you’ve gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but …

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
‘Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
‘Cause we believe with hope
(There’s a place by God’s grace)
There’s a place where we’ll see your face again
We’ll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God’s plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father’s smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
‘Cause now you’re home
And now you’re free, and …

We have this hope as an anchor
‘Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so …

So we can cry with hope
And say goodbye with hope

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

uhmmm, if you want the song you can ask me for it! haha :D

thought: i have such an EXPENSIVE name. indeed worthy hehehehee xD

2008-06-15T18:43:00.003+08:00

okay i'm really happy :D

this tuesday: meeting with awesome people <3
this wednesday-friday: handbells! :D
this friday: adult small group mtg
this saturday: east coast with cousins!!! :D
next sunday: combined service :)
27th june (friday): MONICA BACK!
28th june (saturday): sister's birthday
29th june (sunday): fellowship sunday = SENTOSA YAY!. grace's birthday
7th july: school holiday :D
13th july: ym @ wesley main church
20th july: concert! :D
25th july: founder's day
25th - 26th july: hearts aflame.

& thats when all the fun end. prelims. booo. oh well. since i'm gna be so busy, i'm gna make full use of my time to studdyyyy yayyy :) so off i go now!

Weirdly __

2008-06-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

pokays i'm feeling way too weird.
weirdly hungry.
EH EH RECORD BREAKING NEWS. i actually ate a NORMAL cake. likeeee...... 4pieces! i think i was just feeling way too hungry.
& then i ate lots of peanuts & some weird hard thing until i give up.
i was quite sure my braces was gna break anytime :(
(i must keep my record of never damaging any of my braces unlike some.. & lots of people hah!)

yea so anyway, after small group i came home, chionged to the kitchen, found fishcake & other stuff & ate them up. then i ate a packet of marmee noodles.

& I'M STILL HUNGRY ):

because i'm hungry at 12am-ish, i shall delight myself in posting a list of places i must eat like by the end of this year or if got no time then uh next year?

AJISEN RAMEN :DDDD
Starbucks!!!
The Nice Place At IMM
THE DUCK RICE IN THE WEST!
IKEAAAA (tampines will be so fun!)
Island Creamery
Ben & Jerry's
Seoul Garden :DDDD
Sakae Sushi
Raffles City Foodcourt (haha)
Coffee Bean with LP (cus she dosent like starbucks? weirdo)
Taka Foodcourttttt
Cine Japanese Place (again?)
Carls Junior
Seafood place with fan?? (((:

hahaha thats our list as for now. yay. now i need a donation drive to tiffany.

as for now, i will just be contented with my seaweed supply from Korea at home. yummy stuff yeah.

lizards are so strange. sigh. i refuse to go into detail. i'll just say that every sort of animal/insect that visits/lives/enters our house are all kinda strange. yes, even the fish were kinda mad last time.

okay now that i'm satisfied, i will go zzzz now. HAPPY SATURDAY EVERYONE :D don't forget to think of tiffany arh! :DDDD

2008-06-13T17:08:00.002+08:00

i think physics' my new enemy now O.O
GRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.
i'm sulking cus school hols are gna come to an end sooooon.
thats no good, at all. sigh ):

anyway, i've been doing physics the whole morning, including lunch not too long ago. sigh ultra boring la. oh well. i shall go do ss now! at least tonight will be more interesting :)

(clearing my sms inbox has been interesting :D reading msgs & all makes me wanna laugh sometimes hahahaa)

2008-06-12T21:03:00.001+08:00

alright, so a few hours ago i did the craziest thing ever..

it was kinda fun actually :) & pleasant.

heh
& only one honoured friend knows what happened aha!

2008-06-12T11:05:00.003+08:00

Things i Must Do Today
finish the emath paper properly!!
attempt all questions for physics
ss homework

lalalaa. lets see how productive can i get today :))))))